25, white, Scorpio, he, Toronto, ON, Canada
bi, ftm, man, masc, monog, ???
crashing out for like 72 hours atp i think it's joever
to a TRULY cold night. cold enough that i can wear my comforter and the blanket my mom crocheted for me without overheating... and then waking up cozy but with a cold nose:)
think i've been horny in like 6+ months it's kind of insane. but then again being in extreme pain 24/7 and unbearably depressed can do that to a guy
watching NL play road to empress. wish i had a computer i want to play so bad lol
need to get into skinny people drugs so i can quit alcohol and lose like 100 lbs lmfao. i barely eat at all so if i could just get away from booze i would drop a lot of fucking weight. too bad drugs are costly
most deranged arguments about the genocide in palestine is zionists blaming gazan women getting pregnant over the last 2-3 years... actually insane + disgusting to blame them for that. plus... has anyone who's argued that ever had sex at a rough time in their lives?!? it happens!
asking people for things for my bday. but also i want specific things. double also i don't want anyone spending a dime on me.... need a sugar daddy or some shit asap cuz wtf man
my dad tossed something at me (not in a mean way) but i wasn't expecting it and it knocked my cig out of my hand and BURNT my fucking tattoo. so cool ha ha ha
"ma'am"-d tonight. must be fun to be passing lol
to get this song out of my head 😭 https://youtu.be/fJ_DH7jzoxQ?si=fpCTeF76JAQVi9hp
one more fucking bts mcdonald's ad.... girl. lol.
if the jays win the championship this year i'll genuinely get hardcore into baseball
realizing d20 fantasy high most likely won't get a senior year season </3
i still use rednote lol. i get drunk or high and scroll through chinese tourists in the dprk and who sometimes also collect dprk ephemera. and sometimes i also look at beautiful women sue me
done cleaning for now. breakfast of champions? https://files.catbox.moe/faz97t.jpeg
been up since 6 cleaning cuz of routine apartment inspections. they literally are looking for any excuse to evict people who have been here 10+ years so they can up the rent and charge ppl for water & hydro instead of a flat rate. fuck you metcap
don't enjoy anything anymore. like at all
transmasc discourse online it just makes me think a lot of these people r clout farming with their takes n don't have other trans friends who are women in their lives lol
how my mom oscillates between seemingly NOT knowing me at all vs knowing me WAY too well. is that just what having kids is like maybe?
you don't want to see or be seen by anyone ever again or you'll shatter into 100000000000 pieces
so sad that my nurse practitioner is retiring:(((((( literally the best healthcare provider i've ever had. well at least it was a good 8 years
donald sutherland appreciators out here? that's my goat. canadian culture is fake but he rules
liberals rehashing epstein shit now insofar as i hate Perverted Freaks with Intelligence Agency Connections. but it's so rich (and expected) that they ignore his lib bedfellows à la clinton who r also deeply implicated cuz they're scared of sounding like Q or some bullshit. Lol
four hours crying about beanpole (2019). two hours spent watching it and then two hours in mourning after i finished it. ough
really high last night and rewatched klute. but everytime they played this it made me think of disco elysium... maybe it's time for a replay lol https://open.spotify.com/track/0LuME2kIWrbzPTzmaZVYKv?si=08lrj27ESNumHrnm-qKmeA
feel so filled with shame and dread you want to d1e
liking girls is hard when you are a stupid ugly loser man. i am sorry women!!!!!!
public universal friend. i am the public universal enemy:(
i think new koth was actually ok. i think i judged it too quick. i love bobby and connie
idiot brother lost my moms credit card when he went to shoppers to buy himself treats and toys (he's 24). and now i'm on "going outside to find it" duty. fuck dude he's so stupid
the physical pain is too much on me why why why why why why am i so busted, health wise?!?
is pretty bad. but there are some really funny jokes? but only like 30% is enjoyable so far. will update when i finish the season