24, Libra, she, East Rock, New Haven, CT, United States
fag, ???
awhile ago i finally got a consultation scheduled for ffs. yay! but now i feel like the period of my life from now until ffs is pointless and it’s making me more depressed. it feels like i’m just waiting around for my life to start and it’s kind of made me feel worse abt myself
feeling insurmountably more miserable each day and replaceable to the people i know
does anyone else feel like their art doesn’t matter to anyone? or everyone i try to present it to never shows interest? It hurts so much. i create and love what i create but theres so many people i used to send my music to whom i don’t send to anymore because they just dont lstn