20, white, Gemini, he/him, Fort Atkinson, Wisconsin, United States
yes yes another dogboy🙄🙄🙄 lola good conversation with a friend fixes everything
6 months agomy life has felt ao slow and depressing lately.. i know things are getting better and theres good things coming but theres so much to wait for too... top surgery save me...
6 months agoi want to be able to feel more secure in myself in a way that seems to only come with age. i want to feel normal, like i have a place in the world and in communities and around other adults but it feels so difficult at 19
8 months agoa movie, and i know the tropes and stuff that will happen and the outcomes of certain actions and knowing everything will come to and end eventually but forcing myself to do things to advance the plot anyways even tho it feels like it will only cause me future grief. or just me?
8 months agois actually fulfilling my needs rn. i might not be ready for a relationship but i really like what i have going on with my friend... i love trans people sm and theres more options than just dating when it comes to connection ..:3
8 months agowhen i listen to IT GIRL by aliyahs interlude. then im the it girl
8 months agoby laying on the floor wrapped in a blanket
8 months agoits really the only thing i know how to do. but creating trans positive art has value in the community. i hope lol. i wish i knew how to spread my art better..
8 months agoin my area but i dont think im ready to do it yet. im mid semester in college and my grandma still sends me money via check and she doesnt know im trans but i do want her money.. and then theres everything else that id have to update my name with. i wish i was ready tho.
8 months agomy doctor slowly increased my dosage till its at the level it is now (bc we were worried ab other aspects of my health being affected) rather than starting at this dosage. so now im like *really* going. anyways might jerk off again today LOL
8 months ago