26, white-skinned mexican, Capricorn, he/they,
ace, enby, fag, ftm, man, neuro, queer, ???
Read, write, yap or sleep.
Oh, wish I had more energy and brain to do either or all of them. <\333
Wants me 🗣️🗣️🗣️
…
I’m sleep derived and my filter is gone 🤕
Everyone is having a good time but me TT
Am I just super annoying? Idk why I keep being left on read :((
Maybe I should stop talking or smth
Obsessed with how muscles moves under the skin.
Obsessed with touching skin and feeling it deep under my fingers.
Obsessed with lips against skin and how warm/cold it feels against them.
Rewatched it again and it’s such a sweet movie. I had watched it some years ago and liked it, but this time around I feel idk… it means smth to me yeah. It’s soft and warm.
God I need help. I just… I’m tired. Idk what’s wrong w me. I’m back there again and I feel sick abt it.
I won! :D
I don’t feel so good
Idk why I did it.
I don’t trust cis ppl who hc characters as trans. I just don’t trust them w it. Makes me feel wary.
Ik its not inherently bad. Ik I’m being predujiced. Pls don’t dm telling why I’m wrong or why it’s bad to be predujiced—I know.
I want you guys to know that all my posts here are invitations to message me.
Except for the are hard vents, those are 50/50
I’m kinda boreddddddddddddddddd
What color do u guys see me as? 🤔
I’m curious :)
Love is forgiveness
Or smth idk
I don’t know, fucking love?
They are back. Omg, they are back and I just don’t how to feel.
So so so full of smth
So excited and thrilled
And so tired too
Having to listen to my boss’ podcast must be also another kind of psychological torture.
Should’ve brought my headphones <\3
I’m buzzing today. I’m vibrating, running, etc
To yap so badly, but also I’m so very sleepy.
God knows I’d be too powerful if I could just yap without getting tired or being sleepy…
Zzzzzz
Work is shit
Coworkers being weird today, maybe I’m being weird too
I feel too fucking self conscious and now I wanna not be in this skin anymore
Need to talk less blah blah blah blah
So there’s a lot of new people around, so just wanna say welcome! :-)
My dm’s are always open in case u wanna chat. Ik I don’t post very fun stuff, but I promise I’m not that much of a downer haha
Honestly sometimes I feel I’m extremely annoying bc of how long my texts are. I don’t even mean to talk that much, but I also don’t know how else to get my point accros :(
Sometimes I feel my house, my family… it’s a eating disorder breeding ground.
And idk what to w it or abt it.
Of feeling dirty. Of making bad decisions.
I hate when my boss just randomly decides to blast house techno in the office. Like we don’t wanna listen to your music, boss. Not at 10 am, not ever really ☠️☠️☠️
I can already feel myself getting overstimulated in like 30mins
I’m spiraling now
Fuck
I never identified as butch, or lesbian specifically, but I’m aware that’s how I was, and sometimes still am, perceived.
And so, I feel a strong solidarity w them, a quiet and personal sense of community. I feel proud of the history we share as a community and as queer people.
too vulnerable, too cheesy, too…???
Does he understand the thing behind my words? Can he see me at all?
I want him to ask so badly. Want to tell him so much.
He only has to ask.
Please, just ask.
I need someone to talk about the trans masc/trans man intersection with what the internet has now deemed “performative male”, bc honestly that whole thing, whether it’s a joke or not, feels weirdly sexist/prejudiced and just weird in gen, esp when u add transmasculinity to it.
I kinda wanna try growing my hair out, give it a shot again, but I’m not patient at all and I wanna cut it again 😵💫😵💫😵💫
Help me decide! Vote:
🧶 let it grow -> glam rock or 70’s look
🚚 cut it -> mullet or 60’s/90’s mob top
🌻 cut it more -> spiky y2k look
🌀 buzzcut
I don’t pass and I don’t longer know what it could be. Is it my clothes? My body? My face? My hair? The way I hold myself? Is it still my voice??
Sometimes I feel the need to tell him about it. He is one of my closest friends, fuck lately he feels more than that, even if it’s one sided. But… I keep worrying about what will happen if I tell him. I feel tainted.
Not being horny but wanting to do sex stuff either way? This is a gen question, I just can’t make out how I feel. I feel a bit weird.