20, She/Her, Columbia, MO, United States
dumb bottom (-leaning switch, but that doesn’t have the same ring to it)(looking) (unlovable) Message if you want! DNI: religiousi really wish i wasn’t so incredibly insecure about having to boyvoice, to the point that i can’t have any online friends who know i’m trans hear my boy voice. Like i can do my real voice fine it’s just i’m not able to in my current housing situation. It’s really isolating.
about 16 hours agoyesterday i told myself that today is the day i’d just go to goodwill and get some femme clothes, no attempt to pass just confidence and a story. “for my sister, her birthdays tomorrow” (lie).
I got there, didn’t even look at clothes, looked busy in the back, and left. 5 mins.
i need to feel warmth againt my back, a big spoon. Need to feel hot breath on the back of my neck as i hear sweet nothings whispered behind me. I wanna be held, away from this all. In a beautiful place with a beautiful person, and i wish i was beautiful, inside and out. Goodnight
4 days agonobody will ever write a song about me like i’m a greek goddess. why live. Night night queers.
6 days agoi keep being so lonely that it crushes me and i desperately grasp for attention from another human, and then i remember why i stopped interacting with people in the first place: i don’t get along with anybody. i do not like you (yes you, random queer reading this post)also sex :(
7 days agofuck the details they’re shitty and i don’t hav enough space in a single post. i just wanna feel better, to stop being so mentally ill
8 days agoi need to live on a space station or spaceship, but like i want the interior to look like movie spacecraft did in the 80’s. goodnight queers in my phone
10 days agosave me roxanne wolf
12 days agowatched angel hare. need her.
15 days agoi wanna wake up on some PNW land overlooking the ocean, sea air in my lungs, completely disconnected from the “real” world. I want someone to share that moment with me. I wasnt born to live a life this full of stress. but i guess my bare minimum is too greedy. Goodnight queers.
16 days ago