20, She/Her, Columbia, MO, United States
femme, monog, mtf, pan
So you won't be participating in capitalism when you choose kindness!
i get really squeamish thinking about my circuits, especially in my extremities or my spine. I think about how fragile my spine is way too much. also being reminded i have an endoskeleton freaks me out.
I hope you all find what youre looking for or what you need. don’t let them take what matters to you away from you, stay armed and informed. goodnight queers in my phone.
whimpering like a dumb pathetic puppy*. buried in my blankets and pillows. the thoughts [tm] and insomnia are really doing a number tonight. i won’t make it, and that’s something i gotta get okay with i think.
*not in a cute or sexual way. in a pain response way
it’s chronic.
i say i wish i got along with people better, but really i wish more people were the types of people i’m actually interested in interacting with. I can’t stand a huge chunk of humanity, i feel so cut off from this species. even my “”friends”” don’t give a shit about me, vice versa
i don’t wanna share my life story and i don’t need yours, im just asking for some of y’all’s coping mechanisms for suicidal thoughts and crippling levels of depression? preferably low tech and low income coping mechanisms, what works works, it doesn’t have to be healthy.
why does the only bastard who wants to hold me have to be such a piece of shit. What a sick joke, needing to be held and the only one who wants to fucked up my head and my life. Warm bed, but not warm enough.
almost all videos about important things are propaganda, you can take any narrative and with a well-spoken voiceover and some snazzy editing you can convince the average youtube viewer of literally anything, even if it contradicts their worldview. Bonus points for just… lying.
blahaj has to go to freezer jail cause bedbuge
cause they’re covering everything trump is doing with the caption in the thumbnail “is this legal?”
(the answer is no every fucking time)
FIRST SHAVING WORKS, THEN IT LEAVES TOO MUCH OF A STUBBLE SHADOW AND ALSO GROWS IN SUPER FAST. THEN NAIR WORKS. THEN IT JUST STOPS WORKING ENTIRELY. THEN WAXING WORKS TO KEEP IT AWAY FOR WEEKS, MAKING THE PAIN WORTH IT. BUT NOW ITS COMING BACK BEFORE ITS EVEN BEEN ONE FULL WEEK.
but i do think it’s a little frustrating that SOMEONE ruined red coloured hats for everyone else. I have to do a double take to read whatever’s on it.
if i hear someone unironically refer to someone or something as “degenerate” i’m just gonna assume you’re a fascist.something something dogwhistle. Also applies to the word “woke”.
i wish i had someone in my bed to physically comfort me :(
awwww thank you @irls :3
I wish I had someone to physically touch me and tell me they think i’m pretty. Someone to snuggle with that gets my brain and struggles. Someone i can agree with but also grow with. But i understand how that’s a lot to ask for. I wish they’d just enter my life, looking is hard.
says he’s cares about me and then proceeds to not show that in any ways. “hey maybe get medicated because you’re ruining your life” nahhhhhhh why would he do that why would he try to move out of this hellscape with his citizenship in a better country. While i rot in MISSOURI.
This is what happens when you let fucking cults ran rampant. When you let people believe what they wanna believe no matter how wrong or potentially harmful it is. Our continued lack of enforcing philosophical accountability is what got us into this fucked mess. Religion is Cancer
i try my best to be decent to other people, but then you have some being outright shitty people, get recorded being a menace, and they get a free ticket on the right wing grifter money train to propagandaville. all you have to do to get influence is lie to the gullible.
trying to take away habeas corpus? It’s on sight. I refuse to get v-coded. It’s your civil duty to resist tyranny, pretty sure the founding fathers said that stuff. They’d be weeping right now.
How do you reverse transphobic brainwashing? how do you fix these people, what can be done in this situation? Even a single one is a threat to our freedom.
Goodnight queers in my phone.
getting really sick of having an important conversation with someone, they don’t reply, and then i double text and they choose to reply to whichever one is easier for them to deal with and then ignore the hard one. That’s not how serious conversations work.
Goodnight queers 💜
maybe don’t reccomended a forty fucking minute video to me “DEBUNKING TRANSGENDER IDEOLOGY”. You’ve quite literally seen everything i’ve ever watched in this site and concluded that’s what i wanted or needed to see? Eat Shit And Die. 🏳️⚧️
Just diminishing my resources until i have nothing left and i can finally get it over with. I will never stop being bitter at the power. I will never stop being bitter at the individuals who ruined my life. I will never accept a system that tortures people with indifference.
sometimes i just think about my brain being a weird little goop creature piloting a huge exoskeleton, chugging along, grasping stuff with high tech digits and maintaining balance by some advanced algorithm. Fueling the body with fluids and solids. It makes a body i hate tolerable
constantly, you really don’t know how to leave people alone. For others sick of this pettiness, normal posting will resume shortly.
If you’re gonna be shitty to me you’re gonna broadcast it publicly on your profile <3
and delete bitchy posts you made in the heat of the moment and are embarrassed about, just know i know what kind of woman you are.
so depressed i can’t even stay up for 10 hours anymore.
Anybody who says “acab” and means it, can be written off at face value as being unserious and unwilling to have nuance. It’s late, im exhausted, so i’m not discussing this. I think it just needs to be said.
but i hate having to use boy voice
i will never forgive them for making redstone different from java. I’m positive it killed my motivation to learn it when i tried time and time again (before i knew redstone was different per platform) and all the videos i watched had designs that didn’t work. never learned since.
i slept through my alarms like i said i would and feel miserable for doing so. I hate myself so fucking much.