19, white, Aquarius, he/they, Gresham, Oregon, United States
18y/o, autistic, stoner, and silly :3 if you are a tall pretty tgirl HIT ME UP PLEASEEEdrinking tito's and yearning for a beautiful and slightly scary transfemme to use me
29 days agohavent been able to feel happy without drinking or smoking until i'm sick, i know i'm gojng into a depressive episode again but at this point i think i'm ready to let it take me than try fighting back again. i have no reason to
about 1 month agoabout doing little acts of kindness making life a lot happier. yesterday i gifted a bunch of high quality crops to all the random people in my roblox garden and they were all so grateful and kind i'm smiling just thinking about it again today
2 months agoit's tiring seeing people make jokes about how they're "acting so autistic" before turning around and shaming actually autistic people for the way they act. we need to normalize bullying non-autistics for trying to relate to us while actively marginilizing us
2 months agoshe understands and validates my trust issues with romance and goes out of her way to make me feel cared for and appreciated 😵💫😵💫 i dont want to be too forward but i think i adore this girl SHE'S SO SWEET AND CARING SHFJJEJD
2 months agome and this girl from missouri have been discussing her plan to move to the northwest and that conversation may or may not have evolved into moving to the northwest so we can meet and maybe kiss too :3 i can NOT wait for the day we don't have to do long distance
2 months agoand the anxiety is slowly getting better again. i will NOT miss the constant panicked feeling and overthinking 24/7
2 months agoit hurts a lot to cut her off, but i know this is for the best for both of us. i wished we could work out as friends so badly, but with her behavior and the way she reacted to me pointing it out makes me realize i'm worth a lot more than being a flirty late night drunk call.
2 months agoexpress how i feel and set a boundary and it makes me feel so guilty i want to throw up (IHATETHISIHATETHISIHATETHIS I SHOULDNT HAVE SAID ANYTHING BUT ITS TOO LATE NOW)
2 months agobe honest with me. calling me drunk to say "you miss me", then you pretend. you want to be close still, then you lie. you feel comfortable telling me you'll tell the truth about how you feel, then you dont. if you want me around, act like it, because i hate this dynamic.
2 months ago