19, latine, Scorpio, he/she/just my name,
bipoc, dyke, fag, fluid, ftm, pan, queer, ???
Like do I want long hair to really sell that androgynous look? Or short hair to look more masculine… well short hair could look androgynous too but long long hair has that specific feel of androgyny idk.. I fucking hate this
in my head I like think of myself taller, leaner, less cutesy looking than I am and then I run into a mirror and it’s a little umm shocking? Or like. Idk. I know what I look like but my head thinks differently sometimes and then I’m Reminded
I need to get off of there bc damn they hate bi people they hate nonbinary ppl they hate he him lesbians it’s like woke 101 and they’re somehow still failing
ts is so embarrassing 💔
I wish i had a crush on someone. I wish there was someone I liked enough to crush on ughh
But im pre everything & im latine so I look girl af & also I just like being fem & im genderfluid so I feel like they’d kill me to death. Or maybe im just scared bc I checked Reddit & r/askgaybros (LMFAO) were all like “I HATE TRANS IHATE WOMEN I HATEU U SHOULD ALL DIE” so. iduno
How do I get over my insecurities enough to have stress free hook ups. Also where do I look for hookups. Siri do you hear me Siri
And it’s finally my weekend. Kinda regretting the interview I got for tmrw bc another job on top of the one rn makes me wanna kms but I’ve done it before so I can do it again
I need fwb solely for the purpose of training ok. I need to get my sex skills up to ten million trillion billion lmao
coworker is getting too playful and too close to me send the floods
Or play any instrument 💔
Whenever I find someone’s boyfriend attractive I feel so bad like oh my god someone rip my eyes out
I used to see reality tv shows and think that they were fucking insane like it cannot be that hard to not fuck for a while but I get it now. I get it so much now. The amount of sexual frustration in my body is immeasurable I needa get fucked so bad I could pass out and die 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Woa woa woaaaaa wo wo woaaaa Woa woa woaaaaa wo wo woaaaa
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Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh
Theyre actually kinda cute when one of them scores a goal or whatever they do they all like nuzzle each other with their helmets and hug and jump up and down lmaoo
this guy in tiktok looks like a girl in a boy way and I’m actually ripping my skin off like I WISH THAT WAS ME OMG KMS I NEED TO GO ON T AND LIKE FUCK THE UNIVERSE FOR GIVING ME A FATTY LIKE THE FATEST ASS KYS GOD 🤬🤬🤬
want before I fall asleep
Anyways it’s like pathetic bc I sleep away the entire day having cute dreams and giggling about my DREAMS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK😭
Me when a lesbian on tiktok with 50k+ followers that I never had a chance with has a girlfriend
I rlly can’t like vent or say anything abt transness w my cis friends bc the responses are just
“…”
“I don’t know what you mean”
“Ok”
“…………”
“😭😂😂”
“Uhh… no I don’t get that”
“…so anyway—“
“EWWW🤣🤣”
free me
My bones are soaking wet with blood
I love life when does it end
I wish I could do it and lucid dream me a penis on my body and like experience that
To justify being sad i think. Like being bent out of shape bc of childhood trauma stops being understandable and starts being a little pathetic the older i get. So like. I need new bruises and new scars from a new person. Or maybe an old person who’s come back around.
So why would iiii spend more time
With people that I hate
Couldn't wait to leave..
Behind
Would we dance, make a toast ?
As you boast about the things
That you haven't done
Oh joy what thrills
What fun fun
(ノ ˘_˘)ノ *:ﾟ*｡⋆ฺ
Beautiful, you were
Popular, in school
So cool
So cruel
sometimes ppl will say smth like.. mean? about my girlness in an attempt to like support me in my ftm endeavors and its like yall please. I’m genderfluid and outside of that I like being pretty & fem all you’re doing is calling me an ugly girl right now like relax por favor
that’s enough of that
“Their little nonbinary head” “androgynous hair” and “genderqueer words” is killing me
Gimme dorrdash money now pleas
Jk (or am I) anyways idk what to order but im so hunry
Emoness takes me over and then leaves just as quick so I’m left all embarrassed and awkward. Anyways I applied to college 2 years later than everyone else but I’m happy and excited. Sociology + polisci 🎉 yayy
It’s hurtful & makes me feel so lonely. “How would anyone want to be with you when you’re so ___” “I can see why they left you” I wish she’d just say what she meant. Just say tht no one will ever love me. I can see it in your eyes.
You’re my mom tho. And I love you. And I wish y
when my mom gets mad the 1st thing she does is point out how no one loves me & how it’s my fault
“no wonder your ex broke up with you.”
“no wonder your friends don’t like you anymore”
“no one’ll ever be able to stand you”
“you’ll never find a boyfriend”
its a little distressing