30, white, Taurus, she/her, Fayetteville, AR, United States
crazy person in NW Arkansas, good poet but bad aspiring artist otherwiseToday I plan to grow old and die and wither away into dusk and 1000 of my grandchildren will hold a candlelight vigil. I’m perganante with octoplets now and they will be the generals to my great army, and my clan will march upon the NW Arkansas with shot and steel and fire! Yay!
5 days agoThings have been bad for me for a while… really bad recently but overarchingly kinda bad too. That said, I have a tremendous amount of blessings, a lot of which I worked hard for and a lot of which I did not. I’m proud of myself and I’m proud of you all. Thank you frens
6 days agoI would look so precious wearing it. Maybe with a dress with sheer sleeves
10 days agoI’m like 80% sure that I’m going to do things with him that aren’t in the Bible
11 days agoSo I transitioned to become like a lady version of my dad
12 days ago… but also I panic and hyperventilate whenever she calls. I feel like I’m not being dutiful as a child because of that, I want to be responsive towards family, but I also want to be confortable w them all. I just want to do what’s right…
15 days agoWho is into music also serves as an excuse to finally start practicing banjo again. I’ve bounced off of it a few times because lacking finger agility feels like such a big impediment, but even wanting to show off aside I know I actually want to learn too
15 days ago… if I attended the Jahovah Witness sermon I was invited to in full trans attire? Because there’s no way I’m changing at this point. Maybe I shouldn’t go instigating but I look cool tonight and outta get myself seen somewhere
EDIT: okay I am getting a little overzealous, I won’t
Because I can’t refuse an invitation, especially from regulars at my work. That said, I know what they’re about and I almost certainly am not doing such a heel turn of my life direction. I respect devoutly faithful communities tremendously so I’ll listen to them but…
18 days agoSo much of my confidence and comfortability and expression and joy, flushed down the toilet because I thought I could entrust those things in someone else’s hands. It hurts to know that when I build myself up again it will be all on my own
18 days ago