20, white, Capricorn, she/him, Jamestown, ND, United States
bi, fag, fluid, neuro, ???
is so very hard. Ive been trying to learn how to look more masculine and i cant seem to find any advice other than work out and build muscle :( can anyone give me tips?
That ive been able to control my emotions better. Its not easy but i dont freak out as much so that means ive healed a little
But i went to the store and took a walk and made dinner, so it was okay in the end
I missed out on dating in highschool and now that im an adult im terribly inexperienced. I want to date but i have no idea what im doing :(
Ive been crying for hours over something that hasnt even happened yet. My face is swollen and it hurts :(
I will find a girlfriend. I yearn for a femme to take care of and gift nice things to
Makes me want to cry of happiness. Something about seeing pride flags even in these small country towns makes me feel not so alone
I’m so happy. And nervous about living in a real city. But mostly happy. Time to find a job :)
that my mom would accept me one day, but i know she never will. she begs me not to be gay as if i have any control over it
My straight friends are coming back up here to visit for the summer but god i wish i had local queers to hang out with. I need to leave the house more often but everything is so far away :(
Every day i dream about moving away from here to live as my true self, but for some reason i want to stay. i hope everyone forgets me when im gone