30, white, Cancer, they/he, Syracuse, New York, United States
ace, demi, disabled, masc, neuro, queer
I got a free packer today!
I ran out of my meds for bipolar and depression and I'm not having a good time, chat.
I love my cats so much and I'm gonna miss them so badly but I'm being evicted unfairly and they don't deserve to live on the streets. My friend and his husband are willing to let me and my wife stay with them while we get on our feet but he's allergic to cats. I'm heartbroken.
Listening to this song on repeat and in the middle of three fans on a hot day and the vibes are immaculate
https://open.spotify.com/track/451GvHwY99NKV4zdKPRWmv?si=Us1w1wDuQ_uS9gE1fE0Oow
I wish I could flee North out of this horribly painful heat 🥵
I'm officially 30 today. Oh boy.
This app is for anyone who identifies with a gender that differs with that they were assigned at birth. Period. If you disagree with that, take your exclu bullshit elsewhere and block me to save me some time. Sick of this shit.
Thought it dropped a while ago but apparently I still sound like a girl, because I keep getting misgendered when people hear me speak. Makes me want to never speak again.
Now really wishing I had a polycule because I had to be the caregiver today while my wife was struggling with mental health and now I feel like collapsing into someone's arms and crying for a while.
To have a dick. Not even like a huge anaconda. A little dick of my own with some hanging balls to play with would suffice. But bottom surgery is YEARS away. Alas.
I tried it for the first time today and it turned out so much better than I expected!!
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Had a massive panic attack on the train and now I'm worried it's gonna ruin my whole day. Gotta try to focus in class. Took some Hydroxyzine. Hopefully it kicks in soon.
I made a local friend!! And they're also autistic! I'm so excited!
I'll be a super cool ornithologist, running tests on corvids to see if they can solve complex problems. I'm manifesting.
Here's Glimmer and Jupiter, my sweet boys!
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Including the arthritis gloves lmao
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I'm going to the courthouse on Mon to get the name change paperwork
Someone please tell me I don't look like a girl here. Dysphoria hitting like a train since I had to stop binding.
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Anyone got like, $12,000 I can use? He he. 😭
My options for getting top surgery as it stands now is either
1. I lose 50lbs using unhealthy and uncomfortable methods
2. I wait a YEAR just for a consult
Or
3. I pay out of pocket at a facility in Philly.
Fuck.
I'm re watching the best episode ever!!
I had to take off my binder today because it was causing pain and breathing problems. I'm more aware of my chest than ever before and it's taking me down a very bad mental path. I wish I could get top surgery already. I wish I could just cut them off right now.
I'm legally blind and my glasses got scratched up. Could anyone help me get new ones? It would be like $50 because I shop on Zenni. I have all the apps. Sorry to ask this of y'all but I need them for school.
Gonna switch to T shots instead of gel on my next appt!
The waiter called me sir today! I'm not even wearing my binder today but I still passed! He called me sir! Without prompting! This is the best day ever!
Wishing I could sing in a punk band just for kicks. Idk if my singing is good enough though. I just love the idea.
My first class is tomorrow. I'm so nervous! I hope I do well and make lots of friends.
How does a person tell if they're plural? I've suspected for a while now but I'm not sure.
I'm turning 30 next month. Anyone got something good to say about being in their 30s?
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I love this outfit on me! I feel very me.
Got any Top Surgeon recommendations in the Tri State area or near it that work with fat trans men? No luck so far.
Is there an app like this but just for gen chat and friends? I'm ace and not into all the hornyposting on here but I don't want to kill the vibe y'all are enjoying. Just sucks to be left out as usual.
Does anyone have $30 they could loan me until next week? I can pay it back. My wife is in the hospital and I can't cook for myself because of disability!