20, black, Virgo, it/he/they,
bipoc, disabled, enby, ftm, masc, poly, queer, ???
we're on call and we both fall asleep but i just woke up and i can hear him snoring 🐸 but it's 4:36 so I should go back to sleep 💀
so much, i really enjoyed my birthday yesterday and simply cause i got to spend it w him even if I did sleep for 3 hrs at one point, anyways happy birthday to me and my partner is the best 🪼
my birthday is in a couple of hrs
i need to go see my boyfriend.🧍🏾♂️
ive repeatedly said saying stuff like that makes me not wanna talk at all like do I just stop talking atp, everything would just be better if I just shut the fuck up, I should just shut the fuck up, I hate this i hate myself i hate everything
said what's up while I was working out and now I'm about to eat icecream w protein powder sprinkled on it and a dry scoop (of protein powder 🥲) on the side, yk hopefully the sun tea masks the taste of the dry scoop🤷🏾♂️, smh
that I can never actually feel safe/vulnerable enough to ever say/express shit without feeling like I literally killed someone I wish folks bullshit ass ideas wasnt always applied to shit so that everything I ever do is negative when I literally am trying to be everything but👎🏾
overloaded 🤸🏾♂️
putting your foot in your mouth, sometimes I really just need to shut up, smh, sorry i <3 you dude🌻
i can't believe I slept for so long, we were supposed to watch a movie today :((
i wonder if my bf can tell when i'm staring at his ass
"how to fold a letter into a heart" simply cause ive wrote this dude a letter that dude can't even hold rn but I wanna be able to fold and unfold it💀
grr wtf this was finna be a I'm feeling really fucking gay today post but i made myself sad wtf anyways i hope my lover slept well (ngl for some reason now I wanna write that letter 💌)
guess this did end up kinda gay
when he smile at me I get butterflies
is hamster wheeling rn
the way I was supposed to post this like an hr ago
me: abt to sob cause i hate eating food & i think I suck 🤸🏾♂️
& might be dysregulated
but at least i get to watch the magicians w my bf
cause I remember I have a boyfriend
i have boyfriend 🤸🏾♂️🦋
we're dating 👽
when him >>>
who knows (probably not) but when I'm dysregulated asf and I should be/am about to take a nap but just looking at them makes me feel so seen anyways I'm high lemme stop looking at him and go to sleep
swear this mf can always tell when I'm looking
right off a cliff
i was just laying here thinking about gay I am for them and then he said my nose looks better than me, folks smh 🧍🏾♂️
sb telling you to write a list so they don't miss shit and they don't get you anything you wrote on the list 🧍🏾♂️
anyways wonder how today's gonna go
okay anyways goodmorning
that I like listening to him snore? probably, but also not the wildest thing i enjoy
that's chill, ts is definitely funny tho /sarc
when was the last time I split like this?
folks bring out the apathy in me is wild.
my brain just does ts on purpose like okay I'm annoyed sure give me other things to also be annoyed about apparently, hhhhhh
deregulated asf possibly finna have a meltdown or shutdown i wonder which one so upset rn
ts is wild, I'm eating icecream to pass time and im also rushing w that thinking abt what else i could do, damn this icecream is good tho, anyways ig at least im waiting in anticipation
59hr call pretty wild, uhhh I'm so bored, waiting for him to wake up like 🥲, shall I eat s'mores at 9 in the morning for breakfast?
that I've been watching them sleep for like almost 3 hours now 🧍🏾♂️
also the way i almost exploded yesterday and not in the good way 💥