26, latino jew, Taurus, he/they/ele, Toronto, ON, Canada
enby, fag, ftm, gay, masc, neuro, queer
hope everyone is having a scary good weekend. my love & i dressed up as nic cage & laura dern in wild at heart 💋🐍❤️🔥 https://litter.catbox.moe/d99je2.jpeg
a writing piece abt my hysto experience to 2 trans zines yesterday i hope it gets accepted! i haven’t done any zines since high school & don’t have energy to make one all by myself maybe this’ll push me to do more
feeling good, able to do most things & walk/stand for an hour before getting tired.
it’s so hard to not have sex my gf is so cuddly soft n sweet we have to pull away from each other.
worst part is coffee goes right through me, i can’t even finish a cup before my tummy hurts 😭
PLEASE let me hit !!!
is now usually consisting of mass reporting bots & underage users *sigh* i miss when it was horny messages i fell asleep before replying to
white puppyboys calling yourselves “mutt”… are we just gonna ignore the historical implications of that term orrr
been off painkillers for a few days, rarely bleeding & only sore in my abs. walking around i feel my organs moving which is neither painful nor pleasurable.
pooping is weird my intestines have more space to contract & i need to strengthen my pelvic floor bc when i cough i pee
the occassional ad on here doesn’t bother me too much, especially as it’s only for support & not outside businesses- but can it not pop up while IM TRYING TO LOOK AT SOMEONES NUDES !!!
so i’m using hdmi cable to my tv scrolling tumblr on a 32 inch screen like a crazy person
home from the hospital. sad that i didn’t get to take my iud with me, that would’ve been such a fun crafting activity.
my favourite part of getting surgery is the OR team complimenting me on my tattoos & telling me how strong i am 🤭
and now my nose whistles when i exhale
or some kind of inflammation. my nostril was sore for the last couple days so i took out my nose ring, put some polysporin inside my nose, tried putting the jewellry back in & started bleeding 😭 immediately took it back out but it’s still sore wahhh
new users here have to make a post before they can message someone. i guess that curbs bots & chasers but i feel bad for the shy lurkers. (this post is above 2 bots lol)
favourite solo artist (louis tomlinson) releasing a new album & tour dates in a week right when i need to be saving $$$ for surgery recovery is not ideal but i’ll still drop a paycheque to see him perform 😅
last 4 watched movies: https://files.catbox.moe/hywwfd.jpeg
brought no stim toys to work so that means absentmindedly digging a hole in my forehead & ripping out my hair atp i need to be handcuffed
bandmates used to kiss each other during concerts (and offstage)
finally got diagnosed with audhd yippee!
also my assessor said she’d never heard of tattoos as a sensory seeking activity heehee i was surprised bc i love it sm it seems common to me anyways
now i can finally get disability tax credit
trying to find the rave last night & walked under a dark bridge only to have a man growl & charge at me on his bike. he literally gnashed his teeth as he rammed into me i had to push him off & run away.
luckily my gf saved me & i got to hear her awesome set
pls suck the puss out of my head. i’ve had a giant evil zit on my forehead for 2 days. i’ve been steaming it & putting pimple patches on & it still won’t die 😩
suddenly everyone’s posting their pleasepraiseme links while i’ve had mine in my bio for months, and nobody interacts 😭
i finally have a surgery date for my hysto - oct 10th !!!!! eeeee i’m so excited i’ve been waiting for years to get this outta me
my partner is so productive going in to work on her day off to clear their desk & send emails. what am i doing? getting high & touching my peanus weanus ofc :-)
the only jobs you should be working today start with hand or blow !
(or body part of your choosing)
i wasn’t even fucking other people…
oh well this is only the second time i’ve caught it & my symptoms aren’t too bad
who’s going to mcr tomorrow (8/22) and wants to party/cry/make out ??
bush gap relationship
having the cultural expectation to prioritize aesthetics & attractiveness creates the perfect atmosphere to obsess over controlling & monitoring your appearance.
if i’m not sexy i’ll die !!!!
now gimme my reward gimme me reward gimme my reward gimmy me reward gimme my reward give me a reward gimme my reward gimme my reward where’s my reward please gimme my reward please reward now please reward gimme where’s my reward please ? i’d like my reward now please please plea
curb the pervs
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curve the perbs
wild how in the last couple weeks social media “activists” have been targeting trans women & those that support them. ethel cain, ljg, & pedro pascal. the public always supports abusers regardless of substantial evidence UNLESS they’re a visible minority then they should be shot
went to gay gaza beach. swam a lot, took a strong edible, & read camp vampire pulp w my love
https://litter.catbox.moe/0cjezrq5ohqru5w4.jpeg
band practice for the first time in months tonight… but i miss my partner & just wanna hang out w her & have sex 😭