26, latino jew, Taurus, he/they/ele, Toronto, ON, Canada
enby, fag, ftm, gay, masc, neuro, queer
i wasn’t even fucking other people…
oh well this is only the second time i’ve caught it & my symptoms aren’t too bad
who’s going to mcr tomorrow (8/22) and wants to party/cry/make out ??
bush gap relationship
having the cultural expectation to prioritize aesthetics & attractiveness creates the perfect atmosphere to obsess over controlling & monitoring your appearance.
if i’m not sexy i’ll die !!!!
now gimme my reward gimme me reward gimme my reward gimmy me reward gimme my reward give me a reward gimme my reward gimme my reward where’s my reward please gimme my reward please reward now please reward gimme where’s my reward please ? i’d like my reward now please please plea
curb the pervs
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curve the perbs
wild how in the last couple weeks social media “activists” have been targeting trans women & those that support them. ethel cain, ljg, & pedro pascal. the public always supports abusers regardless of substantial evidence UNLESS they’re a visible minority then they should be shot
went to gay gaza beach. swam a lot, took a strong edible, & read camp vampire pulp w my love
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band practice for the first time in months tonight… but i miss my partner & just wanna hang out w her & have sex 😭
lastly wrt racism. screenshots have been circling of an account that was never confirmed to be hayden! she’s said in multiple interview/ig lives that her love of the south only exists bc of her privilege as a white woman & tbh i’ve only seen other white ppl accusing her of racism
ethel’s story relies on themes of abuse, violence & incest. if that’s upsetting to you, don’t listen! simple as. the thought that difficult/taboo subjects should never be touched, especially in art, is conservative puritan bs. g-d forbid a queer/trans woman gets freaky w it damn
i find is really just an excuse for ppl to be transphobic to her & racist to her boyfriend. ofc i believe victims but i haven’t seen any actual allegations just dogpiling & saying he’s “dangerous”?
ethel’s whole schtick is a character absorbed in violence & abuse (pt 2 possibly)
curse you for snipping off my nipples!!! went to get them pierced but they’re too flat 😡😭
so my body wants to be as transphobic as possible by giving me a big ol period
has been working, eating bad food, upset stomach, & smoking weed. the horrors persist in rainbow hues but at least i can grind on my partner on the clock
i do love a place where i can safely yell into the void but i can’t lie i miss the serotonin boost of dozens of interactions on my silly & horny posts. alas it’s prolly for the best
someday i’ll get a tattoo from all the cool friday the 13th flash deals… *sigh* why am i always working & poor
bc they pop my back zits for me. i don’t even have to ask she’ll do it whenever i’m lying shirtless on my front
has given me the queer audacity to finally put art on my walls that i’ve had for months 😮💨 now let’s see if i’ll be able to finish reading time is a mother
can’t wait for my consult appointment for a hysterectomy tomorrow. i’ve been on the waitlist for 2 years & it’s finally in motion!
there’s no limit
but i need it to stop so i can go outside & smoke wheed
- a corset
- pierced elf ears
- 4-6 glasses of mead
- a dragon ring
- numerous crystals
- trinkets for trading
- stickers
- a handbound leather journal
- an edible that kicked in 5 hours after consumption
(yes this is just my ren faire haul)
telling them some things i wanna do on our vacation & they say
“you’re so cute your brain should be donated to science” i ask what kind of science “so the scientists can study the folds” i think neurology has advanced past that 🤣
it’s my birthday today & it’s started off so well my partner took me out to brunch & has a surprise planned later that all my friends are coming to 🥰
feeling so loved & grateful today 💖 you can help me celebrate by sending me money or going to my praise me page heehee
i traded a sticker for a tamagotchi at a concert the other night & my mum got me a jellycat capybara for an early birthday present!
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i love it so much but idk what to name them please help
🌻-linda
🚚-carlito
🌀-papaya
🐺-celia
dm smth else
still so hard to resist smoking when the weather is so nice on my days off when i just want to watch silly youtube videos & couch rot. ik i’m gonna smoke this weekend tho i just have to stick it out a few more days!
hanging out at home with my cat sleeping on the couch & my roommate getting in drag. listening to music & making collages :-)
sometimes having days off are stressful but sometimes i actually let myself relax
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i will not be stopped from having vietnamese iced coffee & spicy salmon poké. even if it means running to the washroom every hour 😖
sitting in a hot bath eating swedish berries & reading my erotic horror novel 😚
put up a glass trinket case up in my room yesterday 💁🏻 it’s fairly small but it does have room for more babies hehe https://litter.catbox.moe/1m6kbm.jpg
i can’t roll joints because i’m a bottom 😥 pre-rolls & bubbler only for me tomorrow!
morning cigarette & iced coffee my beloved