27, white, Libra, he/it, Old Toronto, Toronto, Ontario, Canada
ace, butch, dyke, fag, ftm, gnc, man, therian
being held and told it'll be okay.
Tn for the Gutmachine EP release show
I stayed up playing deep rock galactic with friends and now I'm wide awake and getting hit with the once-every-few-months art motivation when I need to sleep
I shouldn't be at work, I should be curled up with a friend in bed watching transformers together
Tonight at Houndstooth. Who goin?
Getting to and from work each day this weekend in all this wildfire smoke has been kicking my ass a bit, mask or not.
Fuck this headache
The perpetual swinging between "Cuddle me" and "if someone touches me I'll maul them like a displaced Ontario Place coyote"
I really just wanna be held ngl
Any of y'all going? June 6 at Tranzac, I just got my ticket last night.
https://litter.catbox.moe/bfvdwr.png
This image hit me on my walk today
My fibromyalgia is being rough to me today and yet I still made myself to walk 10km.
Now I just wanna be snuggled.
Today's my 5 year anniversary of being on T and I'm celebrating it with a hangover from partying about it last night lmao.
Tomorrow night at Ashbridges Bay. No desire to celebrate monarchy but I'll be there watching stuff explode colours in the sky. Any of y'all?
When you want closeness and to play around with other guys but also you're a bit to ace, a bit too sexually traumatized, and a bit too touch averse to be adventurous about that.
My mind is swinging constantly between plush puppy and forcemasc thoughts.
I really am feeling the overworking.
Midway through my first of four 11-hour days in a row - and second day in an 8-day work stretch - and barely awake thinking about just being snuggled close and warm.
Why do I need to be on a corporate AV load in instead of being someone's plushie?
or just lonesome and wanting attention" kind of day fr
came back after to immediately have a squirrel get into my apartment and hide, bruh
I'm still alive. Mostly. Very sleepy, very busy.
Aye BC folks. I'm in town from Toronto for the con!
Difficult thing tbh. I rag on myself a lot. But y'know I kinda love being a theatre sound and lighting tech. And I love that I'm good at what I do. That my name gets called upon because I'm good at what I do.
I love being a support to the arts world, an arts worker with tech.
Hellhound is on route https://litter.catbox.moe/zv9ynk.jpg
What's everyone doing tonight? Cool events?
Tonight's the kind of night I run from for memories reasons.
snuggly, and stuck at work. 12-13 hours today and 13-14 tomorrow.
I am not cut out for this anymore rahh. I wanna curl up in bed with a guy and fall asleep.
A lil drunk and I wanna bite the fuck out of someone
That I booked tonight off work when I do need the money, for the plans that my gut told me would fall through. And guess what fell through.
I saw it coming and still walked into it. Now it's a lonely valentines.
Both my plans for tonight have fallen apart. Anyone doing anything fun?
To the Heartbreakers Ball Friday night? I might end up going alone, aie.
out and wander in the snow and cold.
Wanting a friend to come with me.
with the pharmacy for a half hour cause my T is on backorder is hell.
Local transmascs apparently depo-testosterone is on backorder here so heads-up.
to go grab dinner or something this evening? Lonely kind of day for me.
jaspersalem -> melancholy
Lil more similar to what I go by elsewhere. Still prefer to be called Jasper name wise.
I put up with that much bullshit for that long for a fucking cis man