30, Virgo, she/they/ae, Rosanna, VIC, Australia
1994 ERA TRANS GIRLI have to be okay with taking things slower. I have to be okay with getting less done. I have to be comfortable with the amount I can do. I have to be happy as I am. I have to manage my energy and my attention. I can be happy and healthy and safe.
about 1 month agoThe sheer volume of thoughts I have to sort through can overwhelm me. It feels good to start getting some kind of handle on them. But it’s tiring to do that, as well. It’s hard to adjust expectations. I don’t think I can do as much as I would like to be capable of doing.
about 1 month agoThe people in my life want me
about 1 month agoIt’s not my responsibility to take care of everyone. But god do I want to.
about 1 month agoThis is for real puberty 2… this time I actually get to feel all the emotions. I really am like a teenage girl feeling the most happy, most sad, most scared, most everything I’ve ever felt.
about 2 months agoI’m so scared of being abandoned. I’m crying until I nearly throw up. I can’t handle not being the most important so I have a tantrum. I hate this.
about 2 months agoIt would be nice if hrt gave me the unplugging of emotions without the deluge of 20 years of backed up unprocessed emotional baggage coming out too
about 2 months agoMy name and sex change has been submitted so I will soon be officially correctly named and gendered 😊
about 2 months agoThat my mum can be and is genuinely so supportive of me, and my transition. And that also, the way she is has been fucking me up my whole life. 🤷♀️
about 2 months agoSo many friends and lovers and family. And yet I’m so needy. I have to fix something because the hole is never filled 😔
about 2 months ago