20, white, Leo, any pronouns, Downtown, Reading, MA, United States
disabled, fag, gnc, neuro, pan, poly, ???
I turned twenty two days ago and while I had a nice birthday, I feel anxious because I’m getting older and feel like the days are slipping by me. I know I’m not OLD old yet and I have a while left to live but I just worry about the future a lot and if I’m doing things right yk?
So ive been using dating apps so i can have physical affection while im temporarily long distance with my bf. Ive had little to no luck with this. Ive had three dates, two went bad, one went alright but no romantic connection/physical affection. I just wanna cuddle w/someone aaaa
I love kissing boys and making them flustered and hearing them whimper and moan under the slightest touch ejhehdhehxehfhezjwxjed
Why do I like this boy? Why does his smile make me smile? His laugh make me laugh? Why do I always feel so alive in his presence? Why can’t I be happy single? Why can’t I just focus on bettering myself instead of focusing all my energy on this person who probably will leave me?
Why is it so hard for me to stay single? This isn’t in some “oh no I can’t stop getting bitches” way. It’s “I need to let myself be alone and independent so I don’t traumatize anyone else with my mental health problems and have them leave me but I keep crushing on people.”
Hey you know that girlfriend I was talking about? Oh yeah she broke up with me 😃✌️ (I am not okay but being comforted by irl friends)
ITS HALLOWEEN AND I AM DRESSED AS GREG FROM OVER THE GARDEN WALL WITH MY TEAPOT, HANDBAG, AND FROG!!!!! CREDIT TO MY ROOMIE FOR HELPING SO MUCH
So turns out I was just being mentally ill and then snapped at the one I love most then went into a psychotic tangent on how I would do anything just to make her smile and that I’m nothing without her
I’m such a horrible person omfg! Put me down rn frfr!!!
I hate how easily I get crushes & how obsessed I get. I’m poly & have a girlfriend who I always tell when I develop feeling for people. I currently have two crushes: a cute genderqueer person who I think likes me & a straight boy who’s very sweet to me. They both make me blush
“How it is being a psych major?” Actually pretty good! I switched majors from music performance to this and it’s really fun. Lots of interesting topics and it’s easy for me to learn about! Also (most of) the teachers are really nice!
“What’s your dream car to make out/cuddle in”
I don’t know cars lmao so anything that has comfy seats that have back seats that can you can lay down (if that makes sense)
“How are you feeling?” Pretty alright rn. Got a hang nail that’s bothering me but I’m goob
People have been doing this and I’m bored asf so why not
I just wanna be surrounded by a bunch of cute/hot people who are all cuddling each other and me. Maybe some kisses too :3
Me when I meow and meow and meow meow :3