18, white, they/them,
Searching for where I fit amid the chaos of life—soccer and engineering oh myFor now it’s a fantasy
One I can enjoy
But a fantasy none the less
An idea wrapped around my mind
Something to entertain me
Something to comfort me
Something to dream about
Maybe someday
I can fall asleep beside her
And awake to
The sound of her laughter
Anytime I have a moment to pause
She’s in my head
I see her smile
I see her in my shirt a bit too big for her
I hear her laughter
I feel her arms around me
I imagine what could be
If I was bold enough to tell her
And if by some miracle she felt the same
The sound of her laughter
Echos in my ears
I can’t help but think of it
When I think of her
And I can’t help but think of her
She’s always on my mind
A peaceful speck
In a chaotic world
I wonder if she feels the same
If she thinks of me
Even a bit as often as
I think of her
Holy shit thank god for hot showers, if not for hot showers I’d be a fucking goner rn, I feel sooo much better now
about 4 hours agoHoly shit I’m fucking freezing and drenched that practice was aaaaa I’m surprised it went as well as it did considering the wind and the rain
about 5 hours agoThe weather is so gloomy rn and I love it, or rather I would be in heaven if I could curl up with a good book or tv show (maybe in the arms of someone I love) but instead I have to go to soccer and get absolutely drenched in the rain and freeze in the wind
about 7 hours agoLike I do care for all trans people out there, and I care so so much for all my trans friends, and like maybe that’s the problem, maybe I care too much and the only way I can handle it is by focusing on other things
about 8 hours agoMy school had an assembly about suicide prevention today, it didn’t hit me as hard as I expected, idk if that’s a good thing or not, it made it easier to get though the day but shouldn’t I care more, especially with it being tdor shouldn’t I be sad not burying myself in robotics
about 8 hours agoShe was cold and I was hot so wore my long sleeve shirt earlier and aaaa, she’s like an inch taller than me but I’m broader and like my shits baggier so it big on her and she looked so cute in it, I really wanna see her in my clothes againnnnn
about 8 hours agoSometimes when I’m scrolling I feel like the odd one out being ace on this app, but then I have lovely conversations with y’all and it’s so chill to chat w/ other trans people <3
1 day ago