32, white, Pisces, they/he, Latrobe, Pennsylvania, United States
androg, enby, ftm, neuro, pan, queer
"We don't care what you have. Its the fact that we don't know that's a problem."
Thanks for admitting that you're just a dangerous pervert, bro
He's been using the right language about me for a while, but it still gives me a huge burst of happiness whenever I hear it
And just view me as a dude. But the hubby stopped by on his way home. No one was in the store, so I stood outside with him for a min. Then I kissed him bye & caught the eye of a customer as soon as I walked back in. I think seeing two fags kiss might have freaked him out a bit 🤣
For the nazi. But if you're actively celebrating innocent children being traumatized by watching their dad murdered, then fucking block me. No matter what their dad was, children NEVER deserve that. & as someone who lost a parent young, if you're happy they're traumatized, fuck u
Message me just to be hateful. But when I call them out of it, they deny they're hateful and then block me. If you can't handle being called out for problematic behavior, maybe don't be problematic 🤷
A cissy messaged me on another app just to say "I'm sorry to hear that," in regards to my T anniversary. Lmao imagine being sorry that a complete stranger is happy. Pathetic fucking weirdos
TODAY IS 2 YEARS ON T FOR ME!!!
Tonight, I'm gonna make a super queer spell jar out of an old liquor bottle to celebrate. I'll post a pic once its done.
If you make your entire life's mission to spread hatred and lies, then whatever happens happens. Fuck around enough, you're gonna find out 🤷 I'm not gonna celebrate per se, but I'm not really sad about it either. I feel bad for his kids tho
His teeth are fucked from medical issues, but we don't have a way to pay for it since medical doesn't cover dental & dental insurance blows too. I don't understand
I think my biggest regret over my attempt was I accidentally killed two birds as a result. Long story short, no one was there to feed my roommate's pet birds, & they starved while I was in the hospital. 6 years later, & my stomach still turns when I think about the poor things
Kind of like a raccoon. One of my fav memories of her will always be the time I took a pic of her tail sticking out from under a table and texted my friend that a raccoon was in the house. I love her, but she's a ditsy pothead, so she believed for a second. Still makes me laugh
Internalized transphobia, imposter syndrome, & how gender is a social construct of made-up stuff. This week, she wants to go over I've related to these gender stereotypes in my life & how it's helped me feel misunderstood. I've been trying to think on this before our app friday
I need to live in a place that is always 40s overnight and 60s during the day. That'd be perfect for my body on T
Tried saying I'm not an man. I mentioned how I am and I'm viewed as one by strangers, but let me just use the women's room so I can make them uncomfortable. He stopped replying with his hateful bullshit lol
A few women customers have a habit of calling other women girls. One seems to have caught on and stopped using that for me. But another is still doing it. My voice is deeper, and I literally have a beard... I just don't have the energy to tell her to fuck off
I think I'm gonna go over the internalized transphobia I still have. I don't judge other trans people. And while I have gotten better with it, I do still sometimes view myself thru a transphobic lens. I need someone else to spell this shit out for me and why it's wrong
A semi-regular customer asked me if I was new because she's "never seen me before."
She has lol but she's old and I guess I look different enough. I'm just not explaining myself cuz its none of the customers' business
Jackets are boring. Cloaks were cool
"EvErY sChOoL sHoOtEr Is TrAnS"
You're going with blatant lies, but I'm the one living a delusion? 🙄
A set of young twins came over to pet her, and she was so happy. I like to think that we're like a superhero duo, fighting stereotypes and helping others realize we're living creatures with feelings too
I used to be self conscious about wearing tanktops with my facial hair cuz my chest is obvious. More so from the possibility of judgment from cishets. But fuck it now. If my androgyny makes others uncomfortable, that's their problem cuz I actually love it.
Until I've been on T for 2 YEARS!! Holy crap, it doesn't feel like its been that long. I need to figure out something fun to do for the anniversary
Hearing the horror stories of "troubled teen programs" & why some kids were sent, I am so glad that my dad didn't ship me off to one of those hellholes. I have a feeling he hadn't learned about them, or he might have. Ya know, instead of getting me actual help
Think my voice is changing again. Trying to sing along to bowling for soup, and my voice keeps cracking. I sound like trash rn lmao
I guess. Cuz apparently, so many people want to use that one shooter as a reason to hate us and say we're all bad. Let's just ignore the fact that MOST mass shooters are white cishet men....
Haven't smoked/drank in a while. But went on a walk with the dog. She hates other dogs, so I keep her away. But a small dog got loose from its walker and went running straight towards us. Luckily nothing happened, but HOLY FUCK I thought mine was gonna eat it
The cis #1 question since I've come out has been if I'm still married. I thought it was a weird question, but now I'm wondering if we have such a good relationship that I take for granted that we can go thru anything & it legit doesn't matter. Are "normal" couples not like this?
My 2 years on T is Sept 11. But Aug 31 is also 2 years since we had to euthanize our old cat. Why does everything in my life have to be mixed with tragedy? Can't I just have one purely happy memory??? I miss my old grumpy bitch 🥲
I've been out at work for a couple months now. A customer asked her if I was a boy or girl. Her answer was "yes!" Lmao
If a trans person does something horrible, they get misgendered by the media, but if a cis person does something horrible, they don't get misgendered?? I'm not condoning a mass shooting, but come on!
Apparently there was another religious school shooting and the perp was supposedly a trans woman. So how long before the orange does another exec order against us cuz we're "all bad"? While ignoring all the white cishet men shooters...
I got the monthly curse again, but at least more customers are using masc terms for me now 🤷
Suddenly, its a lot cooler and feels like fall weather. So naturally, I'm grooving to the spooky Playlist I've been working on the last couple years. Its now over 500 songs and 33 hrs. I love spooky season so much