Supporter Jan 2025
29, black..., Capricorn, they/he/pup/mutt/it/, Sacramento, California, United States
bipoc,ย disabled,ย ftm,ย masc,ย therian,ย ???
It feels like a betrayal to call myself a woman even though I am one sometimes (sorta). Trying to express myself and enjoy trans spaces gets so uncomfortable as a gender fluid person sometimes.
Random shows and movies trying to find anything that feels queer. A lot of stuff seems a lot gayer on a second watch post transition.
I love when I'm able to find someone with equally mediocre cards to trade with! Plus I got some freebies and cute pictures with my lady love! Best! Day! Ever!
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Monthly check in and I'm seeing great progress with my workouts! Gonna be lifting my lovely partners in no time ๐
A grocery stipend, free meals and weekly produce pick ups for affected students! Not what I thought I'd wake up to this morning โกโกโก
Just when I started to think it wouldn't hit *heart racing and skin tingles*
Definitely wide awake now
To still be awake after 3 hours....I'm so tired and I don't know how I'll survive the day...
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I can't believe how good last night was and how lucky I am and I'm just realizing that I'm texting 2 T4T BIPOC4BIPOC people and it's exciting
I never thought I'd find connections like this! I love being openly and visibly queer
Just used my legal name and it caused the same androgynous confusion even with the deeper voice ๐
Trying to speak in my femme voice. Gotta start relaxing more when I speak so I don't mess something up in there ๐ซ
I'm a little worried my voice will sound less androgynous and more manly though
Stepping outside and my bones deciding to hurt randomly
Taking my meds, sore body, and hungry (but I don't wanna cook)....Adulting?
For good today. White people are fucking crazy
This movie Code 3 is too damn good and so realistic imo ๐ Now I've gotta fixate on Rainn Wilson again ๐ซ
Made Yakisoba and it turned out so yummy!
"Wow you're incredibly handsome" to "You look good for your age" after finding out I'm disabled is not the move ๐ซ
*she knew how old I was the whole time but I guess being disabled makes me seem older (?) or maybe less attractive (?)
Kinda unnerving going to a generally cis gay space as a visibly trans black guy. It's cozy here though and I'm into it
Stop being so proud of myself and excited when I do a shot really well and remember to rub it and stuff. Makes me feel like a successful little med student
(gotta role play to get past the needle phobia)
Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleas...
Black and natural so I've never dyed my hair before. How do I make it blonde first? I know I don't use kitchen bleach but I don't know what to buy ๐ I've already got some good dye (just the one my gf uses)
I'm awake 3+ hours early after a late night. Time for a morning work out and meal then I guess ๐ฅฒ since I can't get back to sleep
It was the perfect way to start the day ๐ซ I'm so happy....and hungry
The meds go down wrong and you get heart burn and the pain gives you anxiety and that makes you nauseous and now you forgot that you can't get pregnant and you're certain it's morning sickness and how are you gonna break it to your partners and then you realize you're just hungry
As a mostly fem-ish/queer presenting person when the lyft/uber/taxi/whatever doesn't leave immediately after I step out of the car
Anyone over or do anything but I'm really horny and it sucks that it's keeping me up :/
Just wanna go to sleep <( *_*)>
Then meal time and video games
The testosterone, the working out more, or the 5 hours of doing stuff earlier but my hunger is feeling deadly today. I'm on dinner number 2 and still feeling it ( ;_;)
Today is my first time being able to tape my chest ever! It was way too big before but binders were painful (and not for all day wear). The testosterone finally took enough tit that I can tape though!!!! It looks so good!! I have pecs!!! I can wear a t shirt!!!!
I love my relationships. Like not the people just the relationships and dynamics as they exist. I feel like I'm so close to having the various connections I've been craving in my life
Into make up seriously. Found my foundation color, some really good eyeliners, glitter highlighter and now I just need to find a good eyeshadow
(if you're not black or brown this isn't an invite for eye makeup suggestions)
Feeling really cozy cute in my gender
Things properly 2 injections in a row and I'm so tired of this itch
(had a tiny infection last week and irritation this time I'm just complaining about being itchy but I'm fine)
How many of y'all liked Gir from Invader Zim and got ADHD?
Transmasc picture pose?