24, white, Cancer, they/all, Binghamton, NY, United States
disabled, dyke, enby, femme, intersex, lesbian
i got a notif that i got a message on here, and when i clicked it a min later, it wouldn’t load any new messages, and i just checked again today and it still never loaded… did they message me and then block me? or is the app just broken? lol
but finally feeling a bit better… text me and help keep my mind engaged? i hate being sick and stuck at home alone
ty all for your input https://litter.catbox.moe/qqyxvkx0azq0pqhi.png also tell me i look good :)
(it’s a normal day of work with kids i just want to crowdsource outfits)
🔪red maxi skirt, white sweater, red tichel (head scarf)
🧶 blue floral maxi skirt, light blue shirt, brown cardigan, brown tichel
🐺 black maxi skirt, grey sweatshirt with like a sword on it, grey tichel
for halloween? i am being the mouse from if you give a mouse a cookie :)
and nothing since… i’ll catch up eventually… right?????
i’m too tired to do art so let’s talk about art instead? we can swap pics of recent projects or smth idk
i love my friends and my community but i feel so very isolated today. i saw a friend in person and spoke on the phone with my girlfriend and two other friends who live far away and that should be enough but i still feel so alone. it’s so dark outside.
https://litter.catbox.moe/0abidcy5huln1xpj.jpeg (i am 24 today!!!)
that’s all, send tweet
for breakfast… chocolate chip bagel with cheesecake cream cheese… yum
i have plans tomorrow night i’m excited for and then saturday i have plans im even MORE excited for and ughhhh i want time to pass more quickly
i had to hang up a new mirror i got and i did it and i am NOT a very handy person… i had to use a stud finder and everything! everyone please applaud https://litter.catbox.moe/grijm0.jpeg
and if only there was someone here to trace my tattoos with their fingertips and send shivers down my spine in the best way and whisper my name into my neck and
want to call? or text? or send carrier pigeons? desperate for human connection tonight (and every night, lately)
and want to trade? i’ve been in such a zine mood lately and i’ve made a bunch lol, i can’t promise they’re all great but i think they are nice!!
being gay/trans in the face of adversity? (either literally or in vibes) need them for my playlist… here’s what i have so far https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0gmjtAAJeWvGY03wKyKWKc?si=bVVRIqFpS0C10Lx79eHm4w&pi=u-0hDdLlC1TZWR
and hang my fears on january’s coat rack.
https://litter.catbox.moe/5x9jut.jpeg
(feedback totally welcome and appreciated)
spaces on the internet where there isn’t t4t nsfw allowed/socially accepted/posted/whatever… this app is important
i am nervous but mostly excited :)
that i really want! but it will probably pay less or the same as my current job and i really don’t want to take steps backwards, so i am really conflicted
and losing one person i wasn’t even that close with is making me insane and bringing me back to everyone i have ever lost since i was like 13
every time something like this happens it just confirms to me that i am fundamentally unloveable for anything but being the quirky side character. i’ll be fine in the morning but tonight i am sad.
spoken word and sung, seriously haunting. about a fictional island and the fairytales that exist there. on spotify, check it out, can’t rec enough. myth side 1 and 2 by the narcissist cookbook https://litter.catbox.moe/sf2d11.jpeg
in 22 minutes. eek
my art area is all cleaned up and it looks so good and i am very proud of myself
i got one of those carts with lots of drawers to organize all my art supplies but …. now i have to actually organize all my art supplies..
but it is my tradition to watch titanic so that it is the last media i consume in the old year and the first in the new year… but i’m so sleepy…
i met a cute trans girl with brown hair and brown eyes who had a trans flag on her wall and also she lived in a museum. if you think this might have been about you, let me know. museum dwelling is optional.
i am wearing a necklace made out of antidepressants (duloxetine)
https://litter.catbox.moe/q9e7ou.jpeg
tobias hankel from criminal minds is hot (my friends called me insane for this)
i am making oreo brownies. who would like one.
bc who needs work on a friday??? spending my day doing art and playing little games on my phone