26, Cancer, he/him, New York, United States
fag, fluid, ftm, gnc, masc, neuro, queer, ???
And I'm fighting sleep bc the sedation is fun. I'm all loopy and heavy...
And I haven't lost any fucking weight. Starting now and I plan to talk to my surgeon about my concerns / wishes surrounding weight loss... but... :{
please someone make me become obsessed w/ them. be the center of my world and we'll kill two birds w/ one stone: my chronic loneliness and dopamine deficiency.
tbh copious amounts of trauma and self hatred + severe social anxiety make intimacy near impossible. I wish I could find someone- anyone -to hand hold me and assure me during.
PLEASE take the soul crushing weight of these DDs off my chest!!!!
anyone feel like talking?? could use the distraction ❤️
I know Maladaptive Daydreaming got me!!!
even when I logically know someone needing their space in general isn't rejection and it's healthy all around. I just am NOT healthy minded especially when it comes to relationships of any sort.
lets see if this one sticks for a little while. ( ALSO good morning, t4t ♡♡♡♡♡ )
is gonna be the smoking hot, but vile and sadistic devil-man to my lovesick and malleable weird-boy??? 🤨
Whose gonna hook me up ( w/ illicits ) 2nite???
lol I wish I " knew a guy" or w.e so I can get fucked up. don't have any $ to spare or at all really. so maybe I'd pay w/ my body or smth. sounds like the start of a BAD porno bit I'm being dead serious. I need 2 be unsober
I wish it were easier for me to make friends and find a love interest. I wish I hadn't wasted my younger years getting hurt and being sick. Instead, I could've/would've/should've used all of my opportunities and honed in on all of my talents. Now it's too late and I'm awful.
Is it too soon to start manicposting?
STARVVVINGG for a faggy t4t relationship...