31, white, Scorpio, she/any,
butch, mtf, ???
Something lesbian has happened to me, too busy experiencing the whimsy.
I think, I accidentally started going out with someone I admire a lot. Being yourself is actually a good advice, and I'm a little bit mad about it. Like, what do you mean some people find my unhinged ramblings cute, I always did my best to hide it. Fucked up!!!
I finally get why some lesbians can't tell when other lesbians are flirting with them. Does that "I love you" mean "I love you as a friend" or "I love you romantically". Unclear.
The last few days have exhausted me, I wasn't built to endure this much of weird romantic tension. I'm not really complaining (in fact, I'm bragging a bit), but good god, my poor heart...
who will say the gayest shit. Like, what do you mean you trust me to repaint every wrinkle on your body. DO YOU EVEN REALIZE HOW GAY THAT SOUNDS.
A friend constantly says stuff that makes me Feel Things. They're very nice and kind, and fun to talk to. If I didn't look like a rotting bloated corpse, I'd probably ask them out at this point.
Maybe I should get myself a chaser bf so I could steal his mother.
of falling in love with your friends. People always say that it is creepy and gross, and you shouldn't do that, but I just can't fall in love with someone I don't know well. I need that friendship bond first. Am I just ontologically gross and evil, and fucked up, and should kms.
Need someone to call me a good boy, but in a dyke way. You know, "good boy (♀️)" instead of "good boy (♂️)". It's the vibe thing
But in a "creepy doll that lives in the attic" kind of way.
It also will kill you one day.
What's the difference between a lesbian flirting and them just being nice to you
I remember the ending of Oniisama e... and feel the pain. Peak manga/anime, Ikeda is a genius, but what the fuck
Genuinely dislike when people call me cute, unless it is said in a Very Specific Way by a butch lesbian, then I'll probably melt and die, and explode, and die again, and start vomiting blood, and cry my eyes out.
No one yearns like I do. I'm a professional yearner.
I'm cool and stoic, and cold, and a bit scary, but it all falls apart the moment a cool person pats my head.
It's good that I don't have a tail because I know it would betray me, I don't want them to know how happy I am.
Just shoot me or something, I know that I'll never experience sweet heart-pounding romance, and I'm fine with it, but sometimes I just want to feel loved and to cherish someone in return.
Down to fight. Let's hop into our mech suits, overdose on stimulants and shoot each other until one of us is dead.
Valentine Day was fun, very fluffy, very cute, they want to spend it with me next year as well... Love...
Nothing super romantic has happened, but I'm still happy...
accepted that I'm cool and epic. People like me, life is good, I'm looking forward to each day 😌🙏
First time in my life I can participate in the consumerism during the Valentine's Day... Love...
to get stabbed in the chest with a sword. I yearn for death by the hand of someone I love but who doesn't love me back. I want to bleed out in their gentle arms.
I hear "I love you", all I can say is "My condolences". I'm a waste of time, you should love yourself more, there are better options for you out there.
Got called a bad girl in a mocking tone by a butch lesbian with low voice in my dream, and it got me so excited, I instantly woke up with my heart pounding out of my chest, lol.
are you also feeling guilty for liking/being happy with someone or are you normal?
I always feel like I'm some kind of a disgusting gross creature when I realise that I love a person. And if they love me back, I feel even worse because I know I'll disappoint them. Shit is tough.
every queer person had the "do they like me or are they just being nice" moment at least once in their life.
But in a "I want to dig my fingers deep into you like you're made out of clay" kind of way.
because you're a girl.
I'm glad that I'm this boring and unlikeable. No romance struggles, can live my life in a way that is comfortable for me, do things at the comfortable pace. It's not all that bad after all 😌🙏
But the benefits are health insurance and paid leave.
How do I act straight around someone I like, but who is not into me? They make me feel happy to be alive, everything feels bright and sparkly, but I know that they don't like me in that way, so I need to come off as a bit of a less loser dykefaggot than I actually am.
Went 0-2 in another tourney, want to play as much as possible this year and see how far I can get.
Days should hurry up, why is it only Wednesday when it feels like it should be Thursday already?!
But the reason for it is a good one, so I'm happy tired.