31, white, Scorpio, she/any,
I draw sometimes, I guess. Yuri pig. Nerd (hopefully affectionate).to get stabbed in the chest with a sword. I yearn for death by the hand of someone I love but who doesn't love me back. I want to bleed out in their gentle arms.
7 days agoI hear "I love you", all I can say is "My condolences". I'm a waste of time, you should love yourself more, there are better options for you out there.
11 days agoGot called a bad girl in a mocking tone by a butch lesbian with low voice in my dream, and it got me so excited, I instantly woke up with my heart pounding out of my chest, lol.
12 days agoare you also feeling guilty for liking/being happy with someone or are you normal?
I always feel like I'm some kind of a disgusting gross creature when I realise that I love a person. And if they love me back, I feel even worse because I know I'll disappoint them. Shit is tough.
every queer person had the "do they like me or are they just being nice" moment at least once in their life.
13 days agoBut in a "I want to dig my fingers deep into you like you're made out of clay" kind of way.
20 days agobecause you're a girl.
21 days agoI'm glad that I'm this boring and unlikeable. No romance struggles, can live my life in a way that is comfortable for me, do things at the comfortable pace. It's not all that bad after all 😌🙏
22 days agoBut the benefits are health insurance and paid leave.
23 days agoHow do I act straight around someone I like, but who is not into me? They make me feel happy to be alive, everything feels bright and sparkly, but I know that they don't like me in that way, so I need to come off as a bit of a less loser dykefaggot than I actually am.
24 days ago