28, white, she/her, Tempe, Arizona, United States
don't really know what I'm doing...to my last post. (yet, i guess).
that's fine.
i'll be fine.
one person, without any posts, messages me and said "hello".
... that definitely feels like a scammer/bot. idk tho
could anyone please 'react' to this post. like, at all.
i just don't want to feel invisible...
feel okay?
do other people feel okay?
like. sometimes? often, even?
i don't get it anymore. i'm just hanging on to... eventually feel it again?
sorry. i don't even think that's how i really feel.
can't put it into words
i guess.
planned parenthood is "pausing" their Gender Affirming Services. don't know the exact legal reason. or if it's a nationwide thing. or what.
but i've gotta switch back to ordering it online i guess. if they won't prescribe it.
anyways, death to fascism.
edit: unpaused
at a dubstep show.
for a friend
(i don't... really care about dubstep)
more miserable than everyone else.
why didn't anyone help me?
ha.
i know why actually. it's fine. or, idk. i can accept it. it's a normal sort of thing. that humans and the world are just. this way.
idk forget it. sorry for being annoying and "edgy" or whatever.
(i mean it)
worthless
3 months ago(spironolactone)
3 months agowant to call me baby:
then, go ahead now
if you want to tell me maybe:
then, go ahead now
if you want to buy me flowers:
then, go ahead now
if you want to talk for hours:
then, go ahead now
I'm fine. sorry
4 months agoplease. i just want attention. i just want to feel like i'm not annoying... like i'm not a burden. For Once
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
edit: bad post. that's a fair assessment. i am that desperate. i don't know what to do