47, white, Gemini, she, Waterloo, Ontario, Canada
femme, fluid, mtf, poly, sapphic
A traumatic, transformative year...but capped off with hours of dancing and joy.
Happy new year...
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...any leads on good gender affirming care providers? Ideally in Waterloo Region. But also kind of a GTA West/Hamilton/London triangle?
...what are your favourites?
Kennedy of Them Are Us Too/SRSQ tops my list...
https://youtu.be/emKwapSD5HY?si=b3TDfE27iwO5olTG
I didn't go into the night loving how I turned out, but...
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Got the unsolicited "pretty for a crossdresser" compliment when I was out the other night...yup...i needed that dysphoria.
Blonde Or Bluish Black Hair?
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...about a lack of of mtf tops.
Hello!!!
Also, are we really that rare?
...the moment someone couldn't stop going on about seeing Thursday on Thursday.
Also, I was just never that into it when it broke and was enveloped by Post Punk and Psychobilly in that time.
...had to leave their gender therapy session(s) awkwardly hiding their front bump (erection, if you will)?
Is that a sign of joy, euphoria, or just my high drive kicking in at massively inappropriate times again?
All dressed up and...yadda yadda...
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...you were twirling to good music and kissing gorgeous ladies...but stuck playing Inscryption instead.
"I could be your object of desire..."
Oh, were that so.
https://youtu.be/PWZHiW5iQ9k?si=StYAOdF4TDAhfbMG
Weaned myself off of it prior to properly starting my transition...now I'm in thrall to it again. I blame needed tips and you gorgeous people.
...when you want to have community and/or flirt with gorgeous transfolk...but you live in a kind of queer/trans social desert. 🏜️
"Art thou pale for weariness
Of climbing heaven and gazing on the earth,
Wandering companionless
Among the stars that have a different birth, —
And ever changing, like a joyless eye
That finds no object worth its constancy?"
Percy Bysshe Shelley
So often this resonates. ❤️💔
For me, it's a mix of victorian "Hammer" type horror, and 1970's French pornography. 😂
What is the song that speaks/spoke to you most as you transition(ed)? Why?
Mine...
Tempers - What Isn't There
The lyrics, the feel, the irresistible femininity, the need to twirl.
https://youtu.be/CDGCvmKF38E?si=GJmeHebHJTijmzZ1