20, asian/puerto rican, Aquarius, xe/xem/it/its, Lowell, Massachusetts, United States
ace, androg, butch, fag, gnc, neuro, poly, queer
depression hits different when you're packing up everything from the hotel
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probably therian bc i said "sometimes im just a dog in a adult humans body!" dunno how i feel about that
outfit im wearing makes me look like a dork!!! IM NOT A NERD! ugh i need to get back in my grunge shit immediately after to feel cool again!!!
GAY BUT I THINK THATS ALRIGHT
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are going to anthrocon new england pls i need to meet ppl 😭
that i sound like a prepubescent teen boy half the time 🗣️🗣️
to transmascs
to transfems
need a boy to take me to a shitty party and smoke together
to hang out with so i can show off my swag asf outfit!!!
were closer by again, i need someone to make the new years bearable instead of being deadnamed and rotting away in my brain
i look like a life is strange character/protagonist IS THAT A COMPLIMENT OR WHAT
to myself! i hate it! vent art is not helping!
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A POKESONA, TRANSGENDERS OF THE INTERNET WHAT DO WE THINK ⁉️⁉️
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having crushes, theyre genuinely so pointless i hate them. im just so confused what i want, i enjoyed them kissing me but why do i want more? its not like thats going to happen, it was just a kiss and nothing else. to expect more would be delusional and im not entertaining it
who up transing they gender or something....
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mutt went thrifting and got a bunch of clothes! heck yeah gender euphoria! should i post outfits
and shaved but now i look like a twink (regret) and i need to regrow my hair instantly and be hairy again
the opioid epidemic! what do you mean you cant give me painkillers for my 10/10 pain because it "COULD BE RISKY!!!" I CANNOT MOVE PLEASE JUST DO SOMETHING
ER and they're not letting me administer my HRT im very nervous since ive missed my dose
is a shockingly good show wtf, i want someone to hold me while we watch it and doze off
to my friend who came with bandages and fries. thank u for patching me up and not calling me weak for hurting myself
im the weird furry, i got pet and called a good puppy and now im craving it again!!! attention like that is intoxicating!!!!
i was post-op and got really sad when i woke up
i am covered in hickeys and i had a great night! i got invited over a guys house and it got crazy really quick...
i took a walk in only my binder, i felt like a little flower... maybe ill regrow into something better? something stronger. i want the rain to take me up into its cycle and make me part of something bigger than just kree. condense me into droplets and make me part of the earth.
see myself in the mirror. that is not me it cant be, please dont let that be me. i cant stop crying why is my body wrong please why cant someone fix it why
literally just need someone to rub my belly and say i did my best today! i think i did alright, but it's better hearing it from someone
tired. my body isnt the way its supposed to be, its not feeling the way i NEED to feel! i want to look in the mirror and want me, not want to kill me. wrong body all wrong wrong WRONG why did i get denied what am i supposed to do how am i suppsoed to find other ways to COPE
INSTALLED THE APP, EVERYONE GET FREAKY
affirming surgery with my doctor and was basically told "find other ways to cope." im tired
to be weird but it feels people just don't like gnc folks? maybe my confidence is dropping but it feels like everyone wants either a fem or masc and it wears me down because i can't be either. why cant i just be kree and that be good enough?
bottom dysphoria so sweet? just when you're feeling confident you just sweep me off my feet! hopefully i get my srs consult soon.