27, mixed, Pisces, Him/he/his/they/them, West Covina North, Covina, CA, United States
ftm, pan
Ugh I am so confused about my babes birthday I want to do something fun but also memorable but that’s hard
I wish I didn’t get scared so easily or have such an overactive imagination so I could do Halloween stuff with my gf
I am enjoying just having time to rewind and relax with my gf it’s so nice to not have to run around and stress
Is it just me or does it seem like being trans means endless doctors appointments?
As a trans guy who hasn’t had bottom surgery yet does anyone else get tortured just having to wait for a stall as the urinal just mentally tortured you knowing you can’t use it
How is it the more i improve the more mistakes I makes plus i wish I could take back my mistakes or at least understand what my head was thinking at the time to do that
I wonder if reading is ever going to be a forgotten hobby because people are too busy or rather do a different hobby like playing video games
Ugh so in my head about getting tested later this week I don’t know why my head is worried this is going to change so many things
Is it just me or does testosterone giving cravings at the randomest times
So beyond happy that my packer, insert and clothes came today so excited to wear and use them 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️
I don’t know why but it felt very euphoric to wake up and make me and my girlfriend some breakfast
Wish I could have more time to read and relax
Ugh I hate the spasms i was getting yesterday were so bad I couldn’t finish a conversation
Ugh staying up late and waking up early is so ugh
Listening to Popcorn by Bo Burnham and now I’m really thinking about how he talks about the wide range for popping popcorn and it really is crazy this time differences
My Monday and I already want to go home or have a good fuck at least
Shaved my beard off for the first time in quite a few week wish we luck dysphoria wise
I love being trans but it’s so hard sometimes to not let being trans run my life
Been listening to audiobooks lately Edgar Allen Poe but I normally read books so I was curious what do people prefer books or audiobooks?
Got a new social security card with my name change on it so happy
I know so random but I wish I knew people who like to read or poetry so I could just do stuff in piece since I love these two things
Does anyone else have a parent that says they will love and accept you no matter what yet once your trans they still “love” you just you know deadname you and use the wrong pronouns like it doesn’t matter because they are the exception to everything
You ever walking up or down the stairs and think what if the stairs just started collapsing like in an action movie sequence or just me
Don’t you hate it how medicine makes it so you can’t do anything fun like smoke or drink at least for me sucks not because the lack of it but because it a bonding experience with my gf
You ever see a trailer for a new game and suddenly you feel so old because you remember when it was just an arcade game like Mortal Kombat or Metal Slug Defense
You ever want bottom surgery so bad but than your mental health has to go and ruin it by delaying things