24, deer-dog robot thing, Gemini, they/it, New York, New York, United States
ace, bi, enby, ftm, system, therian
and all my attempts to get high have been disappointing. had a 100mg gummy and now it's taking me like 10 minutes to write this post . this month has been terrible and is only just starting to turn around so this feels extra earned . yeehaw
got a cassette player and it's been so long since I had tech this tactile.... I got a rush slotting a tape in for the first time. and again when I hit play and felt it start whirring . good lird
why is suffering so integral to growth. why do I always put myself through hell with every new step in my life. I'm gonna worry myself to death if I don't stop but I can't. how do I not worry. everything matters so much
for my boss to be here on a friday. what happened to monday and wednesday only you fiend
took 30 minutes but I fixed it all by myself and only cried a little bit. I'm so brave
they look so good but this denim is so tough and my crotch is so sweaty... do yall really live like this lol (as if I'd ever go back)
describe a trans man that isn't either a hyper masc perfectly passing bearded muscular dude or a ukulele playing flower crown wearing uwu softboi. quickly now
cuz I spent too long scrolling r/transmascs and reading comments from all these guys who feel left behind by the trans community. if I could wrestle visibility back into our hands for us I would
did you guys know that when you're logged out the profile icon switches to an egg with a crack in it. I love that
for the first time after starting birth control but it didn't rly sink in until I told my doctor today that my period stopped. no more periods and horrible pms ever again !!! hell yes!!!
serious question, what DO you say when someone flirts with you? I always feel the need to yes-and in a conversation but whenever someone compliments me I short circuit and can't think of anything lol. do tops want a yes-and? is just a yes ok? some secret third thing?
at least I think it is idk this is my first pen lol. it's been giving me really weak or absolutely no clouds when I hit it, even w a full charge. the window on this thing is too small so I can't tell if it's out of juice or not. @ vape users is this thing dead lol
it's a man by betty hutton gives me the weirdest sweetest gender euphoria. I love how it describes all the little ways men are annoying and overbearing but is ultimately still so in love w them. it makes me feel loved
has me thinking abt falling in love w someone again... sex is great but have you ever caught yourself laughing w your best friend and realizing u actually really truly love them . or am I just demiroace
staying up late to draw u and ur robot partner cuddling is what friday nights are all about babey https://litter.catbox.moe/tlh7eb.jpg
but I'm glad to see it's just about the exact same lol
im def masc presenting but in a relationship I wanna be the femme to someone's butch so bad.... fellas is it wrong to wanna be someone's boyfriend but still get treated like a princess 😔
surrounded by ppl who Have Coughs, like not just cough once or twice but a Persistent Cough and not a single one is masking I'm gonna start swinging. why am I the only one masking if I'm the only one who isn't sick. did everyone forget covid. I feel like I'm going crazy
tumblr become TIRF central. saw a post this morning abt being gnc transfem and a transmasc replied w their experiences being gnc and they got dogpiled for it like "we are nothing alike" and it's. confusing and hurtful honestly! idk why ppl are so mean to their own community there
you can just trick ur brain into having healthier mindsets on shit. I can just build myself into the kind of person I want to be. no longer stuck thinking "I want to be happier but I guess this is just who I am". it's still hard work but. man what a fuckin relief
well right now im really into animatronics from a restaurant chain that hasn't been relevant in 40+ years, a video game that came out almost 15 years ago, and one of the most popular tv shows currently airing. so I don't really know either
decades past, but I know in my heart that the sad truth is if I actually lived in those decades I'd just be yearning for something even older lmao. also I'd get hatecrimed SO bad but that goes without saying lol
asked the cards about my art and I pulled page of pentacles, the tower, and the hanged man. it's funny but also What The Hell
let my boss not come into work for the rest of the week. please. PLEASE. ok thanks amen or whatever 🙏
(as in purely based on looks) it's men who look like they belong in a 70s-80s rock band and women who look like 40s-50s housewives. hand me a guy who looks like young bruce springsteen or a girl who looks like mrs maisel and I'll swoon. judge me accordingly or smth
boss asking a lot of me today + I put my foot down abt it + he said he'd give the work to someone else + I just feel guilty now. i cant ever assert my own boundaries without feeling like i must've manipulated or scared them into it after. why does getting better feel bad so often
ive tried putting myself out there at queer bars or parties and it's been unfruitful and those places just aren't rly my vibe. are there places to make queer friends if I'm a socially anxious weirdo w unrelatable interests? lol
is they don't show up that often randomly but you can literally always trigger them by saying "tics" or "tourette's". ig my two braincells rub together and are like "dude we do that, wanna see" and then don't wait for an answer lmao
having your jaw get tired in the middle of eating is so embarrassing like I'm telling myself to just hold out a little longer over a fiber one bar /lh
u guys have gone without jerkin it. for me it was ~9 days and I was so stir crazy by the end it was making my dreams weird and everything
@goddamage1973 sent me these dms just now: https://litter.catbox.moe/lrmxek.png
honestly I wouldn't even mind the occasional cis person being on here if they were respectful abt it but unfortunately cis ppl seem to be allergic to being normal lol. do as you will with this guy
boy in the streets, girl in the sheets
sharing my gender like it's the family secrets. only the people I know can handle it can see it
no more introducing myself w pronouns. you make a guess and the way I feel about you is based on what you defaulted to. if it's she/her you lose
conked out at midnight on the dot, woke up like 5am and my legs were SO restless trying to keep them still physically felt bad. took like 40 mins to sleep again and then I kept waking up cuz it was hot in my room and despite my efforts I was too sleepy to adjust the fan right lol