19, white, she/her, Portland, OR, United States
fag, gnc, lesbian, mtf, queer
in a long ass time
i
i kissed a boy…
drinking a beer
i don’t think i’ve felt this cozy in a while
soyjak party come on give us a little something more
lets all just be little agp husstuss chuddies together
you with open arms
and a gaping ass
https://litter.catbox.moe/7zgfcv.jpeg
yayayay!!
i don’t wanna wake my dad up cus he’ll be mad about it so we ball
yay!!!
at least i have a beer to keep me company
i woke up after 2is hours of sleeping cus i got cold and didn’t stop being cold so i woke him up and he was pretty mad at the beginning not now tho
finally rain!!!
and oml the funny ass presents i got fuck yes
2 45s
a 40 of mickeys
a pack of smokes
an anal bead lamp
two fruit by the foot’s (thank you soapy)
and like a sick ass night of hanging out at the park
it’s my birthday!!
yayyayayay!!
the big ol #1 #9.
pushin 20 fr
high schoolers
snickering at me next to their boyfriends in football uniforms
they looked exactly the same as all the other skinny white girls in there with thier sweaters, blue jeans and adidas
they should be laughing at themselves loll
peabrained little goobers
i’m so gay
i’m so gay
i’m.
so.
gay.
it was so fun getting lyrics out and on paper and semi recoded
it sounded really good even though it was missing gutiar and bass
but damn
good fuckin shit
how static the darkness is
it’s so cozy
my friend plays drums and i wanna do vocals, we’re gonna hang out tomorrow and try and figure stuff out
we just need bass and guitar loll
only having a set few pieces of clothes i like wearing cus after those two or so days i wanna do laundry because out of the stuff i wanna wear
to fall asleep in someone’s arms so bad
i’m so sleepy and that sounds so cozy
i was already half asleep with my head on someone’s lap while she played mario 64
i just need the full thing
i think imma ask this girl out
she said i love you!!!!
it felt weird saying it back so i didn’t since it was like our second time hanging out
but god do i love spending time with her
now alcohol is doing the same kinda anaxiaty fuck weed did to me
yayyayayayay
guess i’ll stop drinking until my birthday
she’s like really cute and idk just funny and enjoyable to hang out with
i fuck with her silly humor
ugh why am i gay
amazing shit i gotta hang out with some of the band and their friends it was so nice
and like the easiest time i’ve ever had socializing sober
fuck yes
and just stand there looking at the guy
i just looked at him with no emotions and he walked away
didn’t even hurt lol
weakest punch ever
drinking a cider and smoking a cig wasn’t a good breakfast idea
that might be why i feel so gross
hmmm
meowing their mreow
get my friends band to play for my birthday party!
it’d be their first show too so that’s cool
wait you’re 20?? when i’ve been hanging out with mfs that old
and im literally gonna turn 19 soon
i fear im just stuck with the thought process of still being 16-17 where all the older mfs seemed scary and now im hanging out with people that old cus im becoming old
drunkrambles
i’m gonna fucking miss falling asleep with the truff pup
like oml what will i do without her in my arms
go back to my childhood stuffed animal?
but it doesn’t smell the same
smoking, drinking, and studding my jacket
shit dosnt get better than this
okay it got worse i spilled my studs in gravel
she really needs her beauty rest
i’m a reddit user…
TwT
sobbing & crying
i think im done with women.
fuck my stupid 12.3k karma life
fuck am i gonna miss her
she’s so cozy and nice to fall asleep holding
after @soapy left her at my place i’ve fallen asleep with truffle every night
<3
it makes all the issues with my mental health fade away and i just getta be how i wanna be
no body high
visuals
literally just how i used to feel before all the shit in my mind appeared
this is just me it’s probably cus i have a high tolerance like i do with most drugs