23, white, Leo, he/him pup/pups,
ace, aro, disabled, fag, ftm, gay, masc, neuro
Own little bubble that they can't fathom human beings who Don't believe, who don't care about Christianity and who are perfectly morally stable without the fear of gods judgement. I don't care that God says I can't do this or that, I'm not a Christian, what's not clicking?
Hopefully it kills the struggling period my body is tryna pull off rn, I want this to be over so I can wear my pj shorts commando again :(
C'mon testosterone do your magic
Mission successful, I broke my nail biting habit!
They're longer than they've ever been, I can make tappy sounds on tables now which everyone hates but idc, the only downside is how dirty they get from my job so I'm constantly digging dirt out from them, but regardless still👍🏻
But my frustration still stands
In heaven, everything is fine
In heaven, everything is fine
You got your good things and I've got mine.
In heaven, everything is fine
In heaven, everything is fine
In heaven, everything is fine
You got your good things, and you got mine.
In heaven everything is fine.
I guess I get cramps to go with my period, even though I usually don't get them, I would kill for tummy rubs as cringe as that sounds, if anyone wants a free uterus come take it.
Time to get stoned, watch YouTube and maybe write lyrics for songs I'll probably never sing
That moments before, Charlie Kirk was doggin on how there are "too many" trans people committing mass shootings and acts of gun violence. So always remember and never forget, the fascist spent his last living moments hating us.
So much, they make me wanna learn to sing just so I can belt out their songs at top volume
If they had the chance, THEY ARE KILLING US, right NOW! Don't tell me not to feel happy when a fascist is killed, fuck you, I'm happy, his words ALL of their words DO affect us! Words cause so much harm and violence a bullet was a kindness to that fucker. Love doesn't fix it all
Celebrate the dead maggot fascist Burn in hell Charlie !!!
I know we're not friends anymore but please kill Charlie Kirk with a swift and painful hand, and then every other Maga dick sucker running the US
Why the fuck am I always in pain, and now I'm getting my period AGAIN WHY WHY THE FUCK AM I GETTING IT AGAIN WHY IS THE AMOUNT OF T IM TAKING NOT ENOUGH WHY DO I HAVE TO DO A SHOT EVERY WEEK AND WATCH MY BODY SUFFER JUST SO I DON'T BLEED ONCE A MONTH FUCKKK THISSSSS STUPID SHIT
T4t app for tonight
If you think being attracted to kids and dead people and dogs is okay kill yourself immediately.
That I still know half the answers to the Impossible Quiz off by heart still
To go to one of those acting workshops they do for the planet of the apes people where they let you ape out for like 3 hours, that would rule especially cause I've got a fuckin stellar chimp impression
Despite how things ended that my ex gf started hrt, I know it will create so much happiness for her which is something she struggled with so much, I know we don't speak now but I hope she knows I'm happy she's begun that aspect of her transition.
To finally sleep in and feel well rested, I've had shitty sleep all week. Also watched the newest Conjuring movie last night with my roommate and it was goofy as hell, it got me a few times but it's cause it was loud asf in that theater, the ghost faces were so funny though
Says next Sunday is gonna be 14°C with rain YEEEAAASSSSS literally could cry real tears I'm so happy the weather is actually cooling down next week, all it's been is heat and fire smoke
When he said "Oh yeah life goes on, long after the thrill of living is gone"
And he's right you really do just gotta "walk on"
I just want the day to be done, I've had enough bullshit inconveniences, I'm so exhausted, I wanna isolate all weekend and feel like shit alone in my room. I'm not depressed I'm just fed up and my social battery is below empty. I need to be alone and feel sorry for myself a bit.
That rarely happens about anything besides thinking about my dad, but holy fuck my roommate is being a selfish bitch right now and I wanna deck him in the face but that will do the opposite of what I need him to do, which is decide NOT to move back in with his mom to save money.
Thankfully both accounts are hooked up to my Google so dilemma avoided
I don't wanna spend money on food but fuck do I not wanna cook right now, maybe I'll just eat a ton of hummus and pita
-Bone conductor swimming headphones
-Boards of Canada album downloaded on mp3
-Goggles
-Snorkle
-a day trip to the pool
That art piece still looks good to me, I'm happy with it, even if I don't win the contest I still exceeded my own expectations and I captured the essence I was going for
Another punk/emo boy whose a little older than me to sit on my bed and teach me guitar and get me super stoned till we give up and listen to CDs till we pass out
Is a label I wear on my meat mech, yeah I'm a man because the body I am in wants to be a man, it feels nice to be a man, but way deep in ME, there's nothing, it's a corroborated swirl of essence and the concept of gender is so finite and menial that it's almost a joke. Idk
Is a little more meaningful to me with the added knowledge that my first tshot was on 21/12/21. Which is also kinda crazy how the date perfectly aligned like that
Every time I see those little doofus' I feel all the maternal instincts that were burned away with manhood, reignite. I don't feel anything like that around babies but kittens? I just wanna raise them and play with them all day in a big pen.
And their skit about cops is so accurate even though it's comedy, wasting resources, shooting innocent people for no reason, abusing power, focusing of issues that don't require police interference.
Smosh 2010 said ACAB
So I don't bite them, is working! I'm on week two, they've grown alot, I bit the middle finger tho but that's fine, I repainted them and trimmed the cuticle so it looks nicer. Hopefully the length doesn't piss me off too much and I chew them off in rage lmaoo
Recharging...
Also thinking about how nice it was to feel someone pet and scratch my scalp, even if it was just someone washing my hair... tomorrow is gonna be an antisocial day for sure