23, Cancer, She/They, Portland, Oregon, United States
fag, lesbian, system, therian
just read through some old dms, i don't remember writing any of this.
amnesia is my least favorite part of plurality. i wish i felt like there was some foundation im building but everyday my brain factory resets. :((
im rlly taking this self care shit seriously
next im gonna try to quit youtube
if ur a system then ur cool idont make the rulez
im insecure with how i act in relationships because my brain compartmentalizes all my information about other people. i hate that about myself!!!! i don't know anything about anyone i talk to im just a fucking ghost with no memories wow!
there are so many leg muscles it takes so much work to relax onebut when ido another cramps get me out of this skinsuit nowwwww!
i feel both overstimulated but out of touch with the causes of that discomfort. it's so terrible
yay! i love my body!!
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND SO MUCH!!!¿?
so bad... but i can't focus.
can't walk can't think what do i doooooooo
repetitive high intensity excersize can strain tendons/muscles 🤯🤯🤯🤯
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going on a walk and losing urself in thought is a great way to sort out plural shit
all i know is i am paradoxically both alive and dead... and i live in the pnw
I FUCKING LOVE CARBOHYDRATES
any advice for getting social media addicted headmates to chill out a little, I want hobbies instead of being a full time twitter person
is so killer, I wish I could act without external forces.
I feel so useless without the right combination of drugs and random bursts of energy.
eating food didn't suck so much, i want to move past the disassocation it causes me
i want a cheap and easy and nutritios breakfast that just does not exist
to have a job and keep your soul intact
im not the only person tweaking abtthe surveillance state 🐺
you pass by a Tesla or Ring doorbell cam
and i don't know who i ammmmmmm
why self reflect when you have infinite information at your fingertips!!! 'scrollyour life away' the rectangle in my hands is tellinf me!
extremely pent up but her paws hurt too much to do anything abt it 💥🐾💥
i keep giving myself psychic dmg i have 2 hp
nice new nervous habit you found, there are 12 more behind it that are invisible to you.
any earthlings want to "hang out"? we can do human things. contact me on my narrow-band photon pager. we can go somewhere in my sweet ride 🛸
ham slami dorito mustard gouda jalapeno green something br ead
my dumbass made a whole fucking sandwich extra Deluxe and now I have to eat its stupid stupid stupid
being along with my thoughts has not felt this bad in a good while
but my body can't handle the stress.
stay healthy for work, or process my emotions?
it's a zero sum game, guess I can try and cry all weekend.
lifetime of conditioning, no memories, only patterns
i looove pacing around the room and massaging my shoulders !! 👽👽👽👽
laying in bed all day. my hands still hurt and my brain just feels worse.