20, white, Pisces, She/her They/them, Bunnell, Florida, United States
Just another transgirl foxthing looking for whatever I can find. Pre-HRT, Pre-op. Don't feel obligated to donate: $SamSevenfoldI finally got my license. I can DRIVE now. It's all uphill from here, surely.
1 day agoI feel like my brain is overclocked, I haven't had many self-destructive thoughts lately and it's been a really nice change of pace, I'm starting to think that while depression was bad, the ADHD was much, much more detrimental. But like... It's all gone??? Norepinephrine is wild.
about 1 month agofor like, driving n stuff
I put it off for a long time because my mom killed herself by ramming into a light pole but I'm stuck in the worst place in florida, so i NEED wheels.
passed the test first try with only 6 questions wrong out of 50, which felt nice.
tough times, supposedly.
about 2 months agohaven't been able to find any jobs and the stress of it all has been making it very hard to do anything 'fun'
was up all night because I couldn't sleep
i don't even want to be happy anymore, i just want the suffering to end.
those bastards took my blood
i frew up from the nausea...
i been stabbededededededed
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finished a video and I feel happy with myself :3
next one will hopefully be even better than the first
stab me for luck!
I should post them individually then stitch them together after they're all done!
personally I like this approach, because it lets me do this every time I finish one :3
https://youtu.be/dOAHMFxjQpQ
a bit less effort, but there was less stuff I could do for the bit.
my video hit 105 views in 3 days I don't know if I should be excited for it or what
ok ok ok question, is it better if I:
🔪: keep uploading small <1 minute clips in a playlist with a grand edit at the end (when I can make 10 minutes)
or 🌀: just upload the grand edit in months