19, white, Scorpio, he/they, Columbia, TN, United States
ace, disabled, enby, ftm, masc, pan, poly
My testosterone has been going good. I can’t seem to save hardly any money for top surgery though…
Any arm/chest recommendations of exercises that won’t further mess up my wrists. They are already screwed up and not healing for some reason. Like maybe straps around my forearm instead of using my hands? Doing physical therapy for them already.
Wish I had the money for top surgery. And the weight loss. Honestly just need to lock in.
I post on both TikTok and YouTube currently! Check me out to see my transition. (Ask for socials.) :)
Why is my laugh suddenly so high pitched? My voice has dropped a couple times at this point. Over 6 months on T. I been laughing and it sounds like a little girl? What is wrong with meee 😭
Remembered to do my voice update. I’m at about 5 1/2 months 💪
It’s McDonald’s.
I did my shot Sunday. Did pretty well. Also my lizard is being stubborn and won’t come out of one of his hides. :(
Was two days late, but it went in smooth and now I’m back on track
Forgot my Testosterone twice in a row. I’m going to be two days late to take it, assuming she doesn’t forget again. ;-;
So excited!
Very excited!
I forgot. I forgot that I don’t get anything no matter how hard I want it. I saw an email and mistook it for an IRIAM email. Didn’t get one from them.
Should I write it? Should I also draw it? I want to but at the same time idk
Auditioning for IRIAM. Hopefully this goes better…
I have a custom model being made rn!
For the feedback on my V-tubing audition feedback. I know it’s only been like 2 days but I’m so impatient and anxious. 😬
IS BACK
To be a v-tuber. I applied to a place to do it for but idk if they’ll accept me. :/
So excited!
I just got done with a T appointment through Plume. She was super nice and answered all of my questions. Also I found out Planned Parenthood put me at risk by giving me too high a dosage so there’s that.
So, what now? I think Canada. Any tips for going there as a refugee?
I can’t go through a genocide. Please don’t make me. I am only 19. I’m not even done developing my brain. I’ve barely even started self-
actualizing. Please. I just can’t. I’m so scared.
I have a couple chin hairs. So happy :3
Hasn’t come back. Starting to get nervous. Not because I want it, but because I don’t want something to be wrong. I’m more than 2 months off of testosterone. Where is it???? Was only on it for 3 months
I am trying to move to the UK. If anyone has any tips (like words of advice) it would be much appreciated
I didn’t even know I wanted bottom surgery. But I had a dream about standing up to use the restroom and it was amazing. Now I have to live with the fact I’ll never get that. I just want to live in that dream forever. :,(
Has introduced me to another one of their partners. They seem super sweet! I got two hands for holding, let’s go!
The feeling like everything is going no where. I can’t work, can’t drive, can’t transition further. I’m 19 and I can’t do anything. I’m just so tired. On top of this I’m sick and homesick. I was fine just a few days ago. I don’t understand.
Is at 9% and I have 2 more hours left on my road-trip.
I’m more than 3 months on T. Sorry I was very stressed when I took the shot 😭😭😭
F’d me over. I have to put testosterone on hold because they can’t get their ish figured out. Like seriously. I only have one more week left.
On T! I am posting this a few days late. It slipped my mind this week. But the back acne goes crazy