29, white irish, Aries, She/They, County Dublin, Ireland
butch, demi, mtf, neuro, woman
After 4 years of waiting for the NGS and nothing coming from it I'm fed up. A friend of mine is coming over tomorrow and we're going to sign up for GenderGP together. I will not be held up by red tape and half a decade long waiting lists again.
You stand there a pillar of pride,
Looming over a towering mound of my hopes,
Steely in your resolve to reject my attempts for connection,
That's okay,
Live your life of denial,
In time reality will be too much for you to ignore,
You will accept it.
Ringing in my head, drilling down deep, fervor akin to BP, let me go, leave my frantic thoughts to peter out, I don't need your pennys, the exchange rate makes them worthless anyway.
As I traverse this void, I ponder my meandering path.
Where is this going to take me, will I incur his wrath?
A cold open to a familiar place.
As welcome as a warm embrace.
I muse again, no real destination in reach, but, to continue on is enough.
I have imprisoned the vile fish. I will make it beautiful.