29, white, Capricorn, ix/ixs,
androg, aro, demi, disabled, enby, neuro, therian, ???
Leave this app. DM for my discord if you want it
I labeled myself as what I actually felt most aligned to (genderless and transnull) I've genuinely never been happier with myself. I spent too long messing around with things that didn't fit and I'm just happy with being how I am now. Who knew it could bring me such euphoria
As to why I've been sleeping so poorly very suddenly but I barely get a good four hours of sleep. I toss and I turn all night, I shoot awake every twenty minutes for no reason and weed only kind of helps. Why am I reliving my childhood sleep problems all over again lol
With trying to mod a game this morning and because I can't figure things out it didn't work after hours of trying. Going to give up and take a nap and consume an edible to hopefully feel better about it.
The bot situation could be dealt with somehow because I'm getting messages from them or chasers every other day now. I don't blame the mods, I just wish I didn't have to deal with this often
So strange sometimes. We've been trying to find a partner (system or not) and how am I supposed to explain the fact that we have a guy who lights on fire when he gets upset. And Beck who is a crow who just wants to bite them. I don't think I can lmao.
Difficult conversation with my friend about their gross behavior and I'm not bothering to sugar coat anything. That's what you get for being really weird to me and making me feel like shit!
For my opthalmologist appointment at the end of the month! Hopefully with their help I'll be able to read my books again and not have to deal with my uveitis taking that away from me! I've missed reading so much so hopefully the glasses will help
Ass, hernia causing extreme pain and thus making me irritable, not to mention people being stupid. I just want to disappear and live a new life somewhere else
I've just been so tired today but I had another bad experience with a friend today after the chaser nonsense (in last post) and all I want to do is sleep. Just a nice nap to end the day
Chasers and fetishists, especially ones who were my friends and don't expect me to get pissed when they reveal that information to me! Especially when they make excuses for their chaser friends about why they should be allowed to fetishize me and my body. 🗡️🗡️🗡️
Cat photos below for you to stare at
SFW, just a tuxedo cat being anxious, 🐈⬛
https://litter.catbox.moe/5et1a9urjehhpgc5.jpg
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- various chunks of a chocolate edible (toffee or cookie dough)
- tank top and jean shorts
- various pills (rexulti and hydrocortisone)
- hair ties and hair brush
None of these things are good drops but at least you could get an edible out of it
The gift of sleeping in several hours instead of waking up immediately at 6am again. Anyways, I hope this rain doesn't stop soon so we don't have to deal with the heat. Hopefully it stays for a bit longer
Just had a bunch of delicious pizza and now I'm about to have the best sleep of my life. I hope you experience the same level of sleep, goodnight
Oh toffee edibles all day and sleeping through the heat. I hope it breaks soon or at least my landlord lets us have the ACs open soon because otherwise I might scream. It's 90 degrees, man. The edibles are the only thing keeping me sane right now
My controller won't pair to my phone so I can't play Banjo Kazooie and I'm terribly bored. Fuck my life. At least it's not super hot out anymore
Sometimes you're bored and decide to write an entire epic and make art for it. Y'know, lol
Hopeless feeling I get when I feel things aren't going to go my way. When things feel out of reach or are slowly moving there. Like I am watching them walk down the road and not come back. It's not my favorite and I'd love to never feel it again.
Is yelling for food, meanwhile i can't feed her until her anti nausea pill kicks in. Because these things are expensive and I would like it very much if I didn't need to buy more
I lean more towards neutral/null and genderless than i do any other gender and want to be more androgynous in my appearance. But I started dressing differently and I have a lot of euphoria lately. I'm so happy now that I realized what I truly want to be perceived as.
My little moron stinky baby girl
SFW image, picture of my cat
https://litter.catbox.moe/i34xv1.jpg
That's fine. This is fine. Who doesn't love some stupid shit at 9:52am? I know I do
Anyone here knows any nonbinary exclusive discord servers that are accepting people that I could join. I'd like to talk to other nonbinary people about some experiences I have and unsure where else to do so
Beautiful woman over who beats my ass in pinball. Plus she likes bitter Earl Grey tea extra hot. I can't wait to marry her (be her friend because I don't like her in that romantic way)
Because I had a few pieces of leftover sushi stored in the fridge. The champions breakfast. With some mint tea it's kind of perfect almost. Please understand most of this is sarcasm
So bad from birding for three hours yesterday after not exercising for at least a few years. Someone.... Please make me some tea I need it. I will show you a bird.
On my TTRPG and I am already at 70 pages of content, including graphs and maps, and now I'm really excited to play. I have a lot to go until I'm ready to start the game, but I'm very happy with my work so far
With my friend today! We walked for two hours and it was absolute hell on my back and knee but we got to see several Killdeer and a Scarlet Tanager! Much fun, definitely recommend it
Growing my hair out to the point it's past my shoulders but I've been considering chopping it off. I think it would suit me more, I just want it to still be fluffy and not a pixie cut though. Idk if that makes sense
Finally started drinking, eating without getting sick and taking her antibiotics like a champ. I'm so happy she's doing well now and I know it'll be a few days to know for sure but I'm just over the moon
Much better since the emergency vet treatment and I even made some shredded chicken and she didn't get sick. I hope she'll bounce back from this and be okay
At the emergency vet because of my cat. I just hope she makes it through the night and I get some more time with her