24, half dominican, Gemini, they/she, East Lansing, Michigan, United States
Multi-legged and writhingMy undergrad GPA was too low to qualify for grad school- I have spent 6 years sort of aimlessly drifting and it feels like socially and professionally that lack of direction is coming to bite me now
I should have waited on college until I had a more clear vision
Today at work I have essentially zero tasks? I'm just kinda here reading about Mormonism on Wikipedia
Why'd y'all hire me
This new office job is not suiting my beastial instincts... I'm pacing around for enrichment, I'm growing listless,I'm absolutely going to bite a handler
3 days agoMoved for new job
Go to job come home
Sit on phone
Go to bed by 8
What am I doingggggg
I'm moving out today and I just cannot for the life of me lock in
Sitting on the couch on my phone like an asshole instead of packing somebody come beat my ass
Took 6 hour dysphoria nap and now I can't sleep
How could this happen
Trying on clothes at the store sends sorrow and pain through my heart like a hot spike through ice
This is the downside of trying to fit a different gender presentation
I guess getting half my dose this week will have to be enough
15 days agoI lack the emotional capacity for singular relationships, let alone multiple people and places that I care about
I feel like I can only ever handle one, and even then I feel cold and distant in the one I chose
YES I have yet another full day of working outside with kids tomorrow
YES I'm still going to go out and get hammered
YES I will regret this