26, native american & european mutt, Pisces, she/they, Upper Potomac, Herndon, VA, United States
I am the local neurotic, queer, AuDHD, confused, lonely rocket scientist. Always looking for friends and flirtationships. Transfem 💉12/5/24everything fuzzy
juicy
holy fuck
talking tonpeople helps me work throughbproblems
wow
who would have think
t of frustration and my cat meowed and looked at me and now i feel guilty
about 15 hours agonot to devalue everything else others go through when i’m like this
but i also think that’s a bit unhealthy
i should be allowed to meltdown. i should be allowed to be angry that i have it harder than some without feeling guilty for it
but also i just don’t want to hurt at all
i m the panix pill kicked in
about 16 hours agostarted less than ten minutes ago
i already feel like im going to throw up
the tears are welling up
i want to die
genuinely this isbtoo much for me to handle
i just need to make it through today
you are allowed to crash at the end of it
let go of control. let the rest of the mind take over for a bit. just
make it through today
think i need a new job
about 19 hours agoking sucks
i long for the soil
let the earth consume me
i’m done
is such an awful day
i am on the verge of tears