19, caucasian american, she/her/they/them,
ace, disabled, mtf, pan, sapphic
They're as real as me, I'm not sure what one
I was just too tired
Hard to know if it's even real
All I know is my wife says it's not me
I know we're just constructs of personality but it's reassuring they are other people and not just me making something up
Was it her??? She hasn't been around in so long and I thought I'd recognize her presence but I don't know, I don't know if she changed it or I'm not sure idk
floor? Are they also supposed to be you?"
"I'm not A shard of broken glass, I'm-"
"Yeah? Go on finish the thought, what are you?"
"I'm a voice? I'm me is what I am"
Slay the princess is fire smh
Slay the princess low-key remind me of plurality and being a system a lot, I know in the story that's not really what it's about, but, more so the princess, if you know anything about the game, or well, not the princess but the being that is everything the princess could be
Spinning, bleh
But just too hard buh am a big girl promise! Am a grown up like mama an mhms spose to be big an mhm
Oh wait, I don't have a fetish for _____ thing, I just really like it and am autistic about it or it looks aesthetically pleasing and has no sexual context to me, whoops
That my body is not ever forgiving as others are, I mistreat it, it mistreats me, and now we're too far gone to help get back on the right path, I never failed it, and it fails me, I know it's not my body's fault and it doesn't mean to betray me, it's hard to forgive though
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Create life in that way is really confusing
It has to be,
Everyone alive now, we're the sacrificial generations
Whatever dreams you thought you had, you should be risking whatever life you have now so that those things can continue to exist, atleast however you can, survival over comfort is what we have to be, it sucks
-evil mcpoopenfarten
Or something, send post
They stomp on hopes of motionless men
All you need is a dream and 50 cents
To buy yourself toy soldiers and go to war
All you need is millions of desperate men
All you need is millions to buy a couple men
we march to their grave
The mothers and the fathers and the things we say depraved
Of humanity, humility, further dig the grave
Fight a war manufactured
Go on son, go be brave
Your enemy, not a person, don't feel shame
Every second, every day
Marks your fall from grace
That my long distance partner understands irl won't be exactly the same and that I'm far more shy
Again, and my wife is already sexting so much TwT poor girl, I don't mean to get sick, she gets so pent up without me TwT TwT
TwT
Same stuff as always, I probably maybe won't die, ily
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And someone said "no, because killing one person would fall responsibly on me, the death of the millions of I do nothing, is not on me"
We have selfishness prosed as selflessness, and selflessness as selfishness, crazy work
My kidney feels sore, my chest feels compressed, vision slightly blurry,
Gotta love feeling well rested
Vigilante justice, or working outside of the law is always wrong, (laaameeee) but also, if the law is corrupt, you can work outside it "but why do you get to decide what's right and what's wrong" if you protect people, it's always okay to fight oppression
Don't let life slip away from you, even if there's very little left, okay?
For a ________ to [statement here]
Happy, my wife keeps bein so nice
Frequency, just ringing back and forth and scrambling my head, I should go to sleep, but there's no rest for people like me, not in life, not in death, not in dreams, no, people like me, they don't get to sleep
Last time I was sedated the lady was guiding me and I was drooling all over her hand and she was saying "just like that, you're doing so well, good job, just relax" so I mean that wasn't so bad really
Scared of the altered state of consciousness cause it prevents you from forming new memories for a while TwT but it is what it is
When I explained how I act and my behaviors, they changed their opinion to say I'm the only actual "puppy/girl" rather than puppy girl TwT
I'm so good at it that the people around me don't even believe that I could be dying despite doctors saying so, so I think I'm doing ok
When I try to explain my identity
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"being a system is hard and your labels don't apply to us properly and now we're socially seen as something entirely different and I hate it and "
I don't like people saying that my identity is just "non sexual pet play" etc cause for me it's not even related to kink or roleplay, it's just a natural part of how I've acted my whole life, the same as you wouldn't say being trans is a kink, please don't be weird about me