28, white, Pisces, She/They, South Bend, Indiana, United States
femme, mtf, poly, queer, sapphic, therian
I adore the idea of like, hey do you need an emotional support dog or one to help with physical labor your struggle with, please pick me, I love helping and the praise of being told I did a good job. please pick me I'm begging. Put me on a leash with a high vis vest QuQ
There's a trans meet tonight in my town and I decided not to go cause I just get anxious and clam up and is embarrassing. I dont even know why either, I love being social and chatty and meeting people. Why is this something thats changed now of all times?
Feela much better to get a fresh clean shave after a couple days.
Feeling so much static, depersonisation and anxiety so constantly. I am so hyper aware of the preception of a body ive never had control over that dont even feel a part of and I can feel myself getting to a bad place again where I struggle to keep grip on reality
Sleep helped, like it always does, I'm really tired still but mentals are better
I'm, scared of how traumatized I am, that i struggle to move on, i feel like being aware and doing therapy hasn't helped me heal only made me be better about not telling everyone all my trauma. the anxiety, panic, nightmares, hallucinations, guilt, self loathing. It hasnt stopped
Sooon, Its too hot, I dont like being sticky stinky and sweaty all the time QnQ
My bestie is so cool and I wish I could not be an anxious fuck so I could talk more with about weird stuff
What yall mean when you saying SD? Edit: oh okie, I know now
Cranky, and Tired: Got home from Chicago and got mugged of all my spoons
I'm very excited, visiting another transfem friend, I'm so so excited. I hope we can hold hands >///<
Had a really bad breakdown yesterday, body went into fight or flight and wouldn't stop. Broke down crying at work and I tried so hard to stop it. Got sent home and it doesn't stop until I had fallen asleep from exhaustion
She so cute and sweet and just a lovely little darling. 10/10 would recommend
I love my best friend I'm so heartbroken and frustrated in how little I can help him from how awful his parents have been treating him. And taking agency further and further away from him
but is financial help and I don't know anyone else who can help and feels awful. I can't get to work if I give anymore either. I offered to help them look for stuff or see if I could find others who can give advice but I unno what else I can do to help
feeling really sleepy and I wanna make noises and flop around but I have to go to work but after work I can be silly and cozy and yea
Had a bad night cause one thing someone said in a weird way made me spiral. Im feeling better now after sleeping it off, maybe I was just tired
Mentals Have been good this week, feeling confident and a bit better than usual
Work, Grocery, Dishes, Cooking, Then games for a while we're i did real good and I'm feeling good about it
I dragged myself to the dollar store and picked up a bunch sippees. Gatorade for work, a can of Fanta, a monster flavor I'd never seen before ill try after work Tommorow. Very excited!
maintenance has to come in today, woke up and immediately saw people saying stupid shit acting like feds on other platforms, I'm so tired, I'm gonna make coffee and do a couple laps around the house
I am such an attention hungry person but feel so guilty about it simultaneously: I need irl affection soon or I might just explode
One of my muscles twitched as my injection got finished yesterday and my whole leg hurts QnQ
One of my friends is super computer smart and helped me with some Linux stuff hehehehe, was fun
Grocery and work done, just waiting on the bus and I feel like I could konk out any sec
I really need to go to bed earlier or something man, I wanna go back to bed soooo badly. at least today is the coolest its gonna be til next week
made turkey and bean burritos with a Chipotle salsa, it was so very good and filling
Made it out of a easy shift. Got myself some Lucas, dried guajillo peppers, and some other goodies. I found a new salsa that was on sale too. Good find, now to go home shower and prep for my Sunday tabletop game
I have the next two days of, and I will be laying down so much. I ideally I don't wake up with hallucinations Tommorow QnQ
Heading to bed after my pf2e game, then after work tomorrow two days off, I need to relax so badly. Got some drawing done and happily off to bed for now. rest well all
How do I, 6ft broad shoulders, build like a slightly chubby brick house: Present more femme?
who here into parallel play, and cuddling, and yea
A close friend brought me here, gonna take some time to get familiar with the app but interactions are encouraged! hope everyone is having a good day <3