Supporter Dec 2024
35, white, she/her, Allentown, Buffalo, NY, United States
anxious, demi, disabled, mtf, neuro, queer, sapphic, woman
Mask on. Time to forget. 😊
“You’ve been doing so good lately, going out to meet people and have fun.”
*I* don’t want those things, the Seem-Well Mask wants those things. *I* want to die.
Everyone thinks I’m doing well because I seem well.
My secret knowledge is that I only seem well when I’m wearing my Seem-Well Mask.
“You seem like you’re doing well.” Thank you, I’ve been practicing.
want bite
want to bite
want bitten
I know my mother’s gonna make me go to temple with her. I’ll go, but I’m gonna flirt with women while I’m there.
Where would you recommend I go?
about moving to Salem with a coven of 3-5 transfems.
I have to move in mid-December. I just realized I have enough cash to change cities when I do. I can go anywhere I want. I’m not ready for this much power. 😳
but at what cost? 😭 [<- her nipples hurt when she leans over]
Sitting in my plaid jammies and sky-blue hoodie, I don’t feel like a goth. Then I giggle at the business card of my tattoo artist from yesterday, designed like a program from a funeral, because I think it’s adorable.
Hon – affectionate [platonic]
Babe – affectionate [platonic]
Darling – affectionate [romantic]
Girl – derogatory; affectionate [romantic]
Sweety – hostile [I would kill you if I thought I could get away with it]
Gentle women who can care for me
and
Angry women who can break me
If you’re both types, you could walk me directly into the grave and I wouldn’t notice until I start coughing up dirt.
Told my artist about getting stood up, the whole shop starts bad-mouthing them on my behalf. 🥹
I got a good draw. 😊
https://litter.catbox.moe/1hxmngyt1rqvol7y.jpeg
Edit: it’s spelled wrong 🤣
kill me
send help
a tattoo! Got an appointment at 5 – getting a GWYG, just to have something in case I have to leave in a couple months.
This just means I get to keep me all for myself, all scented and shaved and smooth and everything.
Also, since I got all femmed-up anyway, here’s the fit she missed. https://litter.catbox.moe/temsi0ylucnifcua.jpeg
I accept remuneration in praise: https://pleasepraise.me/Amalthea
that she blocked me. (Or deleted her account – either way 😒)
Is it the GUI library I’m thinking to use, or is it what I call the femme who helps me learn to use it?
(It’s both)
I would like to actually do that IRL; if anyone can help me figure out how to go about fulfilling that, I would be quite appreciative.
and help me to learn how to make apps with C++ and GTK. (Or any other GUI library, I’m not married to GTK.)
We’ve learned that not all of the rushing feelings I have at the onset of a crush are the result of infatuation. Some of that is anxious attachment, and when that anxiety gets spun up with no relief, it becomes hellish in its pain and disorientation. So: no more crushes.
I don’t want to be like a “no thoughts, only puppy” type but rather a “my job is to always be studiously by your side, anything making you upset is The Worst and must be removed, and pets are The Best and make me melt because all I want in the world is for you to love me” type.
Gonna get convicted of Puppygirl in the Second Degree.
Honestly, I can’t even focus on a given sort of person we should eat, there are so many. If you know who needs eating, you should eat them. If you don’t know who to eat by now, I don’t know what to tell you.
contamination OCD today.
some quality scritches
Moving through the office in a mid-length dress and low heels carrying a stack of files. Getting annoyed by the A/C and taking a mental note to leave a cardigan at my desk. The break room. The conference room. The supply closet. I like to imagine it as peaceful.
I could use a little help feeling better about myself.
Do you get a lot of ingrown hairs, especially on your legs? How do you deal with it?
if I get to stay in my home.
Please work out…