19, american (😭😭😭), she/her/they/them, Riverside, California, United States
Hi! I'm hoping I can meet new people and make friends and stuff, I'm belle, 19, I mainly write lyrics or draw or play games, I love music :3Rises and drops significantly between stuff
about 16 hours agoMy heart almost stopped yesterday, been to 4 hospitals in 3 days, they all say my heart and brain is okay, I'm confused, my body feels awful, this is the first day I've gotten some rest and been able to eat
about 18 hours agoNice on the outside
4 days agoFor college in one night,I can sleep now :3
5 days agoExact instance that you exist, it's weird, maybe people don't fluctuate as much as I do, but I was thinking about how pointless it is to think of a structural "self" I end up disagreeing with myself just because I end up developing new perspective instantaneously, I'm a paradox
5 days agofurther into my domain
I feel their slick roots take hold
I am not dead or dirt
Through the whistles it reassures
You are none of those things
Then why do you whistle for me
My roots take hold over all things
I call upon all and cull none
Its the nature of a whistling tree
I really do, so when you wake, please don't be mad
6 days agoI let her get away with so much TwT
6 days agoArm cancer cause of a weird mark but, I don't remember how long I've had it or what it's from, almost a scar, almost like a birth mark, but whiter than the rest my skin, it's weird lol but I know I don't have cancer so TwT lol I'm just dumb as fuck idk TwT
7 days agoAnd overstimulated but understimulated and tired and and and and and and I dunnooo
7 days ago