19, american (😭😭😭), she/her/they/them, Riverside, California, United States
ace, disabled, mtf, pan, sapphic
Abnormal, I possibly had a heart attack or have something seriously wrong with my heart 😭 omg just kill me atp
Can I
Yay!
Wow!
Yippie!
Can waste it, every moment is a trajectory you chose, regardless of the you that it creates in the future, if you feel you wasted time, those experiences shaped who you are now, so idk none of it is insignificant, hard to explain, I love you all okay! Okay bye bye now!!!! :333333
It's always neutral, not affiliated with sex or gender at all, just yo
Peridot and lapis, but I really wanted to look like lapis, also wanted her to hold me and stuff, but that's normal for sure
Lapis and peridot in Steven universe and I totally didn't have a weird obsession with both characters for 4-5 years
😭😭😭😭
Belle, the one, the only :3!!!!! Hi!
It's okay, just sink for me, be mine
Just keep me safe, guide me, make sure I'm how I should be for you, and it'll be okay, right? Just need you to be strong for me, just for a moment, just so everything can be quiet, I'll be strong eventually, just give me time miss
Sorry. I know.. yes my goddess.. love you too.. sorry
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I added a chicken to it to better represent all human representations in history :3 https://litter.catbox.moe/xkfthony4ol252ym.png
I'm just so tired, this aching is something I've felt since I was 9 at least, maybe longer, I remember confronting my own death at 7, knowing I won't enjoy life, and I see others become aware of life getting worse, and do nothing, I'm so tired, let me fight or let me rest
Fuck all about it, either they've gotten better at sedating us, or too many people have too much to lose, but we all have so much to gain, please do more, I'm tired of your excuses, I'm tired, I'm tired, the marching is closer and all I hear is that you think boots are better
I don't want to keep going
It's selfish and worthless
I have hopes for a better future
But the cowardice to say
It starts with you
Not me
Never
Me
Never you
We never do enough
people with problems, they've a will to fight
I don't care what way it goes
Don't care If I live or die
I don't want to spend another day in this fucking place with you
I don't care if I live or die, as long as you suffer too
You drew first blood, now our toxin's coming through
Remember why TwT
Conscious again, thank you for letting me exist in this world
The hallucinations and paranoia are back ughhh
I'm disabled yet capable, realistically, everyone here, yes, you, are capable of doing more, whether that's violence, anarchy, a distraction, a plan, etc, we could all do more, surely adding fuel means something though
Until the blood I taste stops being my own and my friend's, what trickles down is the dreams left behind as incentives to be complicit in the system set in motion, I'm tired of iron sitting on the tip of my tongue, I wonder if the rich want lead in theirs
Violence, "it'll give them an excuse to-"
They're going to do it anyway if you think legally you can stop them, you can't.
Let alone the fucking idiots who use newspeak to monetize their opinions while assuming the position they're against it
It was nice
Beams around myself cause I introduced myself with my dead name, I'm not on E, I exclusively used he/him with family,
But most of the people my age at the family reunion I've never met (who are also autistic) exclusively used they for me, like as if they somehow knew TwT
She said to close my eyes and be good for her and so mhm
My wife pettin me and holding me
Coeur d'Alene Idaho is where I'm visitin rn
Didn't wanna ask cause it's disrespectful but I so badly wanted to ask and maybe make a friend TwT
God made a mistake and so amongst the legion of dark you find solace, this is not your fault but a result of error 💜
:3 it's weird TwT not religious but still have religious related alters
" my wife says before just telling me she was actually raped
Dude, I only experienced SA, I feel so awful that she felt like she couldn't tell me or that what she went through wasn't worse, I went through stuff for longer but what she went through was awful